Mr. Sandman's dream girl

Chapter 9: Whispers of the past

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Is there a way to shape any forms of time?

The future can't be present without knowing the past.

How can there be any forms of time, if time is nothing but a faded dream?

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I keep caressing my neck and going over the mark that Rosco placed upon me. Mathias conversed with him and gave Rosco a scolding. But I wasn't upset. More like surprised. I'm actually still in shock that I actually made love to my boss. Work is going to be so awkward.

I wouldn't know how to act around my colleagues when they see this mark. I know some of them are going to be pissed. Don't think I haven't noticed the way some of the girls at work flaunt their asses all over Mathias. Most girl would wear some revealing clothes to get him to notice them. But he didn't. Then they would get mad and try to wear more revealing clothes. Damn near naked even! Or they would call him for dumb reasons. Like fixing their phones in their offices or getting something off the shelves.

It was so fucking lame. Pissed me off that they were bothering him just to get closer to him. Moreover, they made no effort trying to get to know him. Then it would make me sick that he would be talking to them in their offices. Though he does that with me too. But I— I wanted to be the only one sometimes.

I started to chuckle a bit. I guess he was right. I thought. I'm forever going to be a loving, caring, jealous woman. Mathias kissed the top of my head and pulls me close. "A penny for your thoughts my love?" He asked. "I was just thinking," I responded softly. "Yes I know. But what about sweetie?" Mathias questioned with a grin.

"Just about the past," I replied. "Oh?" "What about it?" Mathias inquired. Indicating that he wants a little bit more detail of my meaning. I hesitated for a minute. I wasn't sure if I should tell him or not what I was thinking. It might be too much for him. However, since I slept with the man and he's my mate, I shouldn't hide things from him.

"I was thinking about the monster that I use to know." I tell him. He growls a bit. "You mean the artist that left you for that damn woman and child." I nodded. He takes a deep breath. Trying to relax and calm his nerves. I kissed his cheek to see if that would work. It did.

"What about the bastard?" He asked calmly. "He said in a message once, that I was a loving, caring and jealous woman." I said. "Oh really, that was after he got caught again talking to another woman on the internet. Tagging someone under a tweet about repost if you have a breed able pussy and he tagged a woman."

I blinked. "How did you know?" I asked. For the first time ever, Mathias actually blushed. I wanted to grab my phone and take a picture. But having this to remember in my mind is better.

"I've been watching you for a long time. So I've seen some things. Check out somethings. But not everything." He answered trying to look away. Mhmm. I smirked. Yeah right that he didn't see everything. But when did he start watching me? I'll talk about that later. He has a lot of explaining to do when we get back home.

I cuddled up closer to him and lay on his chest. I normally didn't do that with the monster. I would a bit but his mind was always on his money, always on his game and talking about his cousins who would steal and cheat. And apparently he wanted to do the same thing. Especially the cheating part. He cheated on me four times with four different women. The fourth one claimed to be pregnant. He went to see her in the hospital because she had sickle cell. And she called me on the phone. Asking me was I his auntie. Knowing I was his girlfriend. Though the pregnancy was proven to be false because she was trying to trap him but it worked. He's still with her. However, she has a daughter by another man.