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#006: wherever you're going, im going that way...

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Delilah Marie Marilynn(1)

I WAS TALKING TO LELAH ON THE PHONE and I got a text from no other, Jayc.

Jayc 💰
Delilah.

Lilah
Yes?

We need to talk

I know.

Can I come over?

Sure.

"Are you serious Delilah?" My bestie says annoyed. "What?" I say genuinely confused. "He made you sad and upset and you gave in that easily..?"

"I mean why be stuck up, you know I'm not that type of person no matter what the circumstance is." I say shrugging my shoulders. "I guess." She said. She always said this when she didn't agree, but didn't want to argue. Which I never pressed her about it. I know communication is key, but I hate arguing. I would rather be quiet then argue so I just let it be. "I'll call you later." I tell her. We both say our goodbyes, kiss the camera, then I hang up. I get a call from my brother and I let out a big sigh. I just didn't feel like being on the phone anymore. I answer it, "what. Mar."I say annoyed. "Nothing I just wanted to talk to you." He said innocently. "I have to go." I lied and hung up. Then I heard a knock on my door.

I wanted to say I was annoyed, but he did say can he come over. And I said yes..

I went downstairs and opened the front main door to see him holding a thing of flowers, a teddy bear, and a thing of ferrero rochés, my favorite chocolates. I smiled really big "Thank you so much." I say letting him in and closing the door once he was inside. I walked over to the kitchen and got me vase from the bottom cabinet. I put water in it and the plant food in the water. I started cutting the bottom of the roses and he was just staring at me. "Are you going to talk?" I say without looking at him. "We're going to talk once we go where we're going." He says. "Going? I just took a shower.. I'm in my pajamas." I say cutting the ends of the roses still. There were a lot of roses.

"It's simple you don't have to get dressed real fancy." He says before sitting at the kitchen island watching me do what I'm doing. "You look good." He says just staring. "Thank you Jayc."

"Okay let me get ready I'll be out." I say going upstairs as he made himself comfortable on my coach in the living room. "Oh yeah, it is a cold outside." Jayc yells as I closed my room door. I put on some coco baby oil then put on my scented lotion. I put on my black one piece with my leg warmers. I put on my Ugg slippers. I folded the leg warmers and put on my white sweater.

I got my white tebeca micheal kora purse with all my stuff in it. I sprayed my good girl Caroline Herrera perfume( the all black one.) I left out with my purse and went down the stairs. Me going down the stairs caught Jayc's attention. "You look good mama." He says as I was putting on lipgloss. "Thank you." I mumble. He opened the door for me and we both left out. He opened my car door for me then went around to his car door. I got in the passenger seat and closed the door.

"Oh, the park. This cute." I say getting out the car with Jayc. "Yeah." Jayc says putting his hands over my eyes from behind me. "You trust me?" He says. "Yeah."

"Okay so I'm gonna walk you okay?" He says and I nodded in response. It was a little hard but we got there. "Okay 3..2...1.." He says then removes his hands from my eyes. I saw a lot of things set up. I saw a basket of all kinds of stuff, some money, some designer. "Oh my." I say under my breathe.

"Look I'm sorry for the dumb shit I been doing and I'm sorry for the way I just walked out and left. I'm sorry for not communicating. Communication only gon help our friendship. But the reason I been doing the things I have been doing is because I been growing feelings for you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't have done none of that with you. But I know you don't like uncertainty in relationships and I should've just told you what it was. In my mind I was like okay she see I'm doing this she got to know I like her but again communication and I'm gon work on it. Because any problem we have had was because we don't communication, im working it for you." Jayc says looking into my eyes as if he was getting lost in them.

"I like you too but we got stuff to work on you know but we can work on it together."

"Would you be my girlfriend?" Jayc says making my heart drop to my ass. I didn't know what to say. Was this the best thing to do at this moment? We could always work on things together? I don't know. All these things I was thinking I forgot I'm suppose to be answering his question. What do I say? Yes or no? Dede hurry up.

Dede came from Delilah.  I called myself Dede when I talked to myself because I feel like the person I talk to I know way more than everyone else. Dede made a lot of bad decisions that I literally question but you know me, I just don't listen.

"Yes Jayc." I say before we both go into a long hug. "Jayvon, ok?" Jayc says in my ear while still in the hug. "Okay."

"But like, that means we're serious serious right?" I ask him breaking away from the hug. "Yeah why?"

"Because you're always texting a girl." I say honestly. "I know I already cut them hoes off when I lost you." He says looking me in the eyes. His eyes were so cute. "Okay." I say leaving it alone. "Dooooo you wanna go play on the swings?" Jayc says slowly. "You're such a kid." I say while laughing "YES!" I add after laughing. We run towards the swings and have a competition of who can swing higher.

Thoughts?