Unwanted Affection (UNDER EDITING)

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-Sellvion

She'll be homeless soon..

She doesn't have a job and nobody wants to hire an alleged sex offender, not great but good for me at least. I continue to type out the next sentence while I sip my tea.

Writing calms me down, especially when the love of my life kicks me out of their house after using me. I don't mind being used by her but I can't help but feel a sting in my heart.

But she can't keep me away for too long especially when she only has a month to pay rent. So I'll let her kick me out and I'll let her use me, but at the end of the day, I'll get what I want regardless.

I've only written 67 pages out of the 400 that are required. I stand up stretching while needing motivation to work. My deadline is December 25th which leaves me six more months of procrastination.

I pick up the blunt I left on my desk and spark it, with every puff it's a new thought. I miss her already even though it's only been 2 hours since she kick me out.

She was probably smiling because she was thinking about her dead ass ex. I take one last puff before dragging my feet to the kitchen.

Miles is going to stay with me for 3 days while our parents go on "vacation" which means fighting and having sex in a random fucking country in the northeast of whatever the fuck.

Opening the fridge I grab the chocolate pretzels and move to my living room to watch "Love Paradise" a show my wife put me on. I watch as the girl talks shit about her friend in the confessional. I don't like Lena, but America seems to love her slimy ways.

"Prissy bitch." I say as I snack on my pretzels relaxing against the couch manspreading. I miss my girlfriend so bad~, if Janesa appears on screen in the next 5 mins I'll call Deteli.

I watch with full attention now that I placed a bet against myself...

After 5 mins I roll my eyes and whine. "Ugh, the one time I actually want to see Janesa, the producers are stuck on Karen for ten minutes straight!" I throw the remote at the TV and reach into my pockets for my phone.

I immediately go to Deteli's social page, now that we're mutuals on my secret account and it's no longer creepy for me to stalk her page because I'm her boyfriend.

I see that she posted on her story and my jaw drops. The post says,
'do you guys think three months is too fast for a relationship?' With 69 percent of people saying yes. Then she posted it thirty minutes after I left ?!

This is so disrespectful, now I'm obligated to call her. I quickly click the no on the voting poll and call my girl.

After the third ring, I feel my heartbeat speed up. I'm eased by the fifth one when she answers. I hear a slight cough at the other end before I hear the honey-like voice.

"Hey Vel, what's up?" I melt at the nickname before locking it back in. I'm mad at her right now because she could've just come to me about how she felt.

"D-do you think we moved too fast?" My voice breaks as I quickly answer not wanting to beat around the bush. Her line goes quiet for a second before she starts rambling.

"You used to be so shy with me you know, always blushing around me, stuttering on your words every sentence-" I cut her off before she can reminisce any longer, nobody wants to hear that shit.