Unwanted Affection (UNDER EDITING)

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-Selvi

I take a deep breath before pushing my ear against the door to hear my lady crying on the other side. I could force my way into the bathroom, but I think the best thing to do is wait for her to come out.

Especially since I damn near crashed out twice in two car rides. All I wanted was reassurance that she still loved me, is it unconditional love yet? Maybe, but we can always work on that.

I ended up sitting with Miles after making him a cup of noodles after he demanded them by stating, "I'm just a baby, I can't make my own." It didn't take him long to fall asleep right after he finished eating. I look at the time and it's nine-thirty, which means she's been in that shower for thirty minutes.

I tuck my brother in before taking my leave, he never fails to make me feel like having kids of my own could potentially be fun, especially if it's with a woman I love. I guess movie night can be tomorrow since everyone's tired.

I close my room door making sure to lock off my computer I also begin to hide all the unwarranted photos of her. I should've thought this through because I hear the bathroom door opening and I've still got 20 photos up and her lace panties framed on my wall.

I hear Deteli call for my name as I jump on my bed to take all the pictures off the wall. The best I can do is stuff all of it in my closet in the meantime, but before I can do so I watch my room door open.

Before I can think I yell out an almost girly scream saying "Stawp!" Putting on an accent like I'm a girl from New York, but it does the trick before I watch the door shut as fast as it opened.

I rush deciding to just grab everything then continuing to jump off the bed without care, forcing my body to crash into the closet door. Letting out a yelp, I hear a worried 'Are you okay' on the other side of the door so I quickly open the closet and throw everything in the dirty clothes hamper.

I rub my neck now feeling the pain of the knob of the closet clashing against it. I sit on the side of the bed leaning back on my hands man spreading before calling out to the woman. "You can come in now!" I bite my lip as I see my girlfriend walk in, with obvious sorrow in her eyes but also a hint of anger.

She walks in slowly revealing her baggy pajama pants with leopard print having a tight tank top that accentuates her breasts. I watched the waterfall from her forehead down in between her chocolate mounds and I swear time was going in slow motion.

"Hello?!" I tuned back in as the girl was now standing in front of me pulling up her shirt. I hmm in response grabbing her hips to pull her closer as I watch her put her braids up into a messy bun. I hug her body and push my face in between her boobs as I take a deep breath. She smells like me and it's making my little man stir.

"You smell ni-" She pulls my hair back cutting me off and forcing me to look her in the eyes. I watch as tears fall to her puffy lips and my grip gets tighter around her waist.

She lets me as she struggles to breathe using both her hands to wipe her tears away. "You're okay my baby, just tell me what's wrong I can fix it." I attempt to pull her closer but she pulls back some more. I try to hide the anger on my face as I let go and pat the space next to me.

I watch her take the empty spot before she lets out a deep breath. I watch her with full attention making sure she knows that I'm not going anywhere.

"A-are you cheating on me and be honest." my eyes widen as the girl sniffles. I lay my hand on her thigh before trying to speak but she cuts me off, "When I first got in the car you started crying and asking me if I loved you as if you did something you weren't supposed to,". I open my mouth to speak again but she shushes me before I can defend myself.

"then you snatch the phone out of my hand as soon as you heard a notification as if you're scared that a bitch will get to me before you do, then you over here running around in the room like you're hiding something, so please-" I cover her mouth as I watch her shake as tears continue to fall from her red eyes.

"I was crying because I'm scared of losing you, not because I did something crazy like cheat on you. I love you and it would hurt me to even look at other girls, I only see you and you're gonna have to live with that." I laugh the last bit out while wiping her tears with my hand before pulling her onto my lap as I continue to reason.

"Also I "snatched" the phone out of your hand because I wanted to see the video, I didn't intend for it to be aggressive but it was and I'm sorry my love." Snatched it because the amber alert was reporting your ex was missing, but a white lie never hurts anybody.

"Also I was running around in here to hide something, which is your Christmas gift and I know it's still 6 months until then, but I can't help but think about my future with you I even have 4 of your birthday gifts prepared because I can't help but to feel excited to see your smile because of something I give you-"

Before I can finish rambling I feel soft lips move against mine so I move back with intensity. Our tongues move passionately against each other like we've been starving all day. Moving my hand up her waist to hold her neck in place as start to grind up against her core. I squeeze her neck before moving my lips down to mark her but before I can do that she freezes.

She pushes my hair back as I let out a hum. "What's this on your neck?" I look up at her in confusion before touching the area she's referring to and hiss in pain as a response.

"This is from the closet door, you know that crash you heard? This must've been the outcome." I hop on defense before another misunderstanding can start. She nods her head still skeptical and gets off of me.

"Can you order some food please, it's about to be eleven and I haven't eaten all day." I watch her take the wall side of the bed before going underneath my navy blue covers. I give her a yes ma'am thankful of the fact she's not starting an argument.

I watch her type on her phone but ignore it because maybe she's looking for food places. Then a notification goes off on my end, she posted on Instagram.

I turn to look at her and I already see her looking at my phone with her jaw dropped. She saw her own
notification.

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Once again sorry for any potential errors, for some reason I only write in the AMs.