March 8th, 2023 📍 los anglesDanahs PoV:
I was at the studio writing in my journal, I was currently working on multiple songs.
I just finished "champagne problems" and "rockland"
And I was currently working on lacy having already a few lyrics down, and by working I mean letting the journal open and stalk people in my phone.
I came across billies perfume "eilish N2" that's coming out soon.
She's so pretty it physically hurts, god has favourites.
Of course I'm jealous of Billie, I mean who wouldn't be? She's rich, pretty, beautiful eyes, amazing personality, good person, and everyone loves her.
And that's what I hate about her, I get all these feelings, it's probably just jealousy but it doesn't change the fact I feel like shit compared to her.
And then I got an idea.
"Ooh, I care, I care, I care
Like perfume that you wear
I linger all the time
Watchin', hidden in plain sight
Ooh, I try, I try, I try
But it takes over my life
I see you everywhere
The sweetest torture one could bear"I wrote in my journal looking at the words on paper, feeling a sense of fear of me writing about Billie but the whole song is about her anyways.
Someone opens the studios door, speaking of the devil.
"Hey" Billie says sitting down on the couch
"Hey, what you doin here?" I ask looking at her, she stares at me before continuing
"Nothing I just had the day off and I thought why not drop by, I didn't know you'd be here" she says
I tilt my head "so suddenly?" I say confused "don't you have anything better to do?"
"Maybe, but I wanna be around you" she says, her cheeks flushing slightly and she's playing with her rings
"Sooo," she drags out "what are you writing?" She says leaning back into the couch
"My suicide note" as I give her the notebook, our hands accidentally touching.
I feel the sudden butterflies running in my stomach from the slight touch, I'm not sure tho because I pulled away quickly.
YOU ARE READING
FALSE GOD. ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 Billie eilish
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