Fake love...

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Couple hours later
I was tipsy and ash was drunk, ash has stuck around the hole party. Than Maddy yelled "let's play truth or dare!" There was a circle in the living room so I joined. Maddy asked "ash u joining?" Ash says "if Lily is I guess I am."

He sat by me, Maddy asked Nate "truth or dare" Nate said "dare" Maddy said "I dare u to lick the bottom of my shoe." So Nate did.

Nate grinned at me than looked at Elliot "Elliot truth or dare?" Elliot said "truth" Nate said "is it true u and Lily are a thing" Elliot smiled.

He said "fuck yea." And winked at me.

Ash says "well thats wrong considering Lily has been in my bed for the past week." Everyone looks at us.

Elliot says "Lily truth or dare?" I say "dare."

He smiles and says "I dare u to chose a man by kissing them." I looked at ash than Elliot.

Ash looked at Elliot to than I grabbed ash's face and started kissing him. Ash kissed back, he grabbed the back of my head pushing me into the kiss.

Elliot walks over and grabs my shoulder pulling me off ash.

Ash stood up and said "don't fucking touch my girlfriend." Elliot says "she's not your girlfriend bitch she's a fucking whore."

Ash punched him right in his face then Elliot fell to the ground.

Ash got ontop of him and started punching Elliot. Me and fez pulled ash off and I said "come on let's go." As I put my hands on his chest trying to push him.

He looks at me I could see the anger. I said "please ash."

He grabbed my hand and we walked out to the car. Fez followed along ash and me and fez got in the car. We drove home in silence it was the longest car ride ever although it was only like 4 minutes away.

When we got to fez's house I helped ash inside. We walked to his room, I say "here let's get u laying down." As I help him lay down.

He wreaked of alcohol, I covered him up and said "I'll see u tomorrow." As I go to walk away he grabs my hand. He says "what I fight for u and u won't stay with me." I sit on the bed by him.

I say "ash this is fake, we're not around people anymore u don't have to keep faking it." He sighs "I'm not. I just want company and you're the only person I can stand." Was that true?

Why did he kiss me so passionately than? Did he actually like me? Or am I in my head? I'm just in my head! right?

I say "ash I should go though." He says "u truly don't understand do u." I say "I know u want company I do. But my dad-" ash say "doesn't love u! Me and fez are the only family u got! We love u, we make u feel safe. Your dad doesn't love u Lily." I tear up and say "you're drunk." He says "drunk words are sober thoughts." I cry and say "I need to leave."

I went home, as fast as I could. My dad was drunk on the couch when I got home.  I went to my room and laid down.

How could ash say that? My dad loves me he would do anything for me.

I fell asleep crying that night. Than I told myself I would never let anyone tell me about my dad besides myself.

-next morning-
I woke up to my phone dinging, I checked my phone and seen it was from ash.
Ash😎
Hey what happened last night why am I in so much pain?
Your normally awake by now did I hurt u?
Lily please text me back.
Did I hurt someone?
I know I was drunk.
Read 11:30am

He didn't remember hurting me. He didn't remember looking me in my face and telling me my dad doesn't love me. He's an asshole, I don't know why I ever tried to fake date him.