Fake love...

6

(Ash's pov)
Me and fez waited in the waiting room till the next morning. Than a doctor came out and said "lilys family?" I quickly stood up.

The doctor says "she's ready for visitors." And stepped aside. I walked to lilys room and seen her laying there.

(Lilys pov)
Ash and fez entered the hospital room. You could tell ash hasn't slept and that he's been crying. I say "hey." In a low raspy voice.

Ash sat in a chair next to my bed and grabbed my hand. Tears fell down his face he was exhausted.

Fez says "how you doing kid?"

I laugh I look at him than my wrists and the oxygen tube and iv I say "think I've been better." Fez shakes his head.

They were all nervous, fez says "I'm gonna step out and call your dad." I shake my head.

As fez closed the door ash says "you didn't talk to me. I didn't know something was wrong... i assumed but didn't know." I say "ash." He wipes his tears.

He says "you were supposed to talk to me!" I say "I'm sorry." He hugs me and says "I'm glad you're okay." I hugged him back.

I was kind of angry my attempt didn't work. I also know it would have torn ash apart... so I don't know how I feel.

My dad walks in and says "Mija." I knew it was serious he was talking to me like my grandma would.

I sigh I say "what?"

He say "why did u do this? Hmm why! YOU WANTED TO HURT THE FAMILY!"

I got pissed. I sat up I say "HURT THE FAMILY? WHAT FUCKING FAMILY DAD ITS ME AND U. MOM LEFT U WERE TO MUCH. I DID THIS BECAUSE IM EXHAUSTED OF LIVING. U THINK I WANTED THIS TO NOT WORK? NO I WANTED TO BE IN A LITTLE BLACK ZIPPED UP BAG RIGHT NOW IN A. MORGE. BUT IM STUCK HERE WITH U, WHOS NEVER FUCKING HOME." Tears run down my face "SO IF U THINK I DID THIS TO FUCK UP THIS WHATEVER YOU CALL FAMILY? NO I DID IT CAUSE I WANT THE PAIN TO STOP! I WANT TO BE FUCKING DEAD."

My dad stayed silent. A nurse walked in and says "hey I got an alert your blood pressure is rising let's lay back down." As the nurse helped me lay down and ash grabbed my hand my dad walked out. I seen him talk to fez and then walk away.

The nurse said "you need to lay down." I shake my head. She walks out and ash said "that guilt trip almost sounded real." I say "because it was." And rolls away from ash.

"Oh." The boy says.

I say "please just leave me alone." So he got up and kissed my head. He said "I'm right outside if u need anything." Man did he mean those words he said.

The rest of my hospital stay ash sat in a chair in the hallway unless he needed to use the restroom.

-discharge day-
I got dressed into a hoodie and sweats. I felt weak I was laying in a hospital bed for like a week. Ash helped me walk out the hospital and get into fez's car.

Fez was driving me home when he stopped at his house. I ask "I thought I was going home." Fez says "you are home lil ma. I'm sorry your dad left." I say "of course he did." And get out the car.

I walked inside and to ash's room. I laid in his bed and ash walked inside. He said "I know u don't want to but you should get up your already weak beautiful." As he starts rubbing my back. I say "I don't want to." He says "I know." And kisses my head.

Ash hung out with me for a while than asked if I would come hang with him at the shop. I said sure because as much as I didn't want to admit this ash was right.

We went to the shop and I sat down on the couch in the back coolers. Ash sat at his desk and asked "want to help?" I say "sure." He says "can u make sure there's 500 in this bundle." As he hands me a bundle of cash as I walk to him. I say "sure"  as I sit across from him at his desk.

AUTHORS NOTE
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Sorry this took forever I've been trying to get caught up in school.

But I wonder if Lily is going to be ok?