but sometimes | gongfourz ⭑

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taesan froze. he realized what he had just done. he kissed the boy he considered to be his best friend. he pulled away, his eyes widening.

"taesa-" leehan started.

"i-i gotta go." dongmin stuttered, grabbing his things quickly.

"taesan." leehan said firmly.

just as dongmin was about to walk out, leehan grabbed his hand.

"dongmin, dont go." leehan felt himself frowning.

"i-i."

"dont hide your feelings, please." leehan begged the boy infront of him.

"im not gay. i dont know what came over me, im sorry to make you feel this way." dongmin stated firmly, but it was all lies.

"but we-"

"it meant nothing." taesan spat, walking out of leehans room.

leehans heart was broken, his heart hurt bad. he couldn't contain the tears that were beginning to spill. the thought of dongmins lips on his made it hurt even more.

days passed and the boys hadn't talked, it was almost as if leehan became invisible to dongmin. he constantly avoided hin.

"taesan.." leehan called as the boy walked past him in the hallway. he couldn't take it anymore and ran towards him.

"fuck would you stop ignoring me for two seconds!?" leehan felt his temper rise.

"well, i didn't wanna give you the wrong idea." dongmin said with a straight face, even if his heart was beating crazy.

"did it really mean nothing to you.. at all?" leehan spoke softly, his voice cracking ever so slightly.

taesan sighed, he wasn't even sure about his feelings yet, but he wasnt ready. even if it meant hurting himself and leehan.

"yes, it meant nothing to me," taesan started, "i dont like boys, im not like you." taesan told him, his heart breaking as equivalent to how leehan was feeling.

leehan felt like tears were about to spill, he watched as taesan walked away from him. he had ruined his relationship with his best friend, and he didn't know what to do.

ps.

its gonna keep switching between dongmin and taesan.. and km sorry if its confusing!