𝐋𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐃𝐄

𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄

𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐍, 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐀𝐒

Y/N's P.O.V

"You're dropping out of the tour?" Chris asked me in disbelief.

"Why would you wanna do that?" Drake added.

"It's the best thing for me to do at this moment. Tonight is my last show." I reply.

I gotta get myself together. The fans, the shows, touring, all of that will still be here. My mental state is more important than anything.

And it hasn't been so good. Not since Beyoncé technically called it off between us. Within these three or four days, I've stuck to the only thing I seem to be good at. Music.

"Damn, as much as I hate you leaving, I understand. Do what you do. We can always run back another tour." Chris said.

I thanked him for being there for me. He's always been like that since day one. He knows I'd do the same.

A couple hours later it was time for me to grace the stage. This would be my last time doing so for a while. Makes it even better that it's in my hometown.

The show went by quick. At least faster than what it normally feels like. No one knew I was leaving the tour besides the guys and Steve. The tour producer.

Walking from the stage to my dressing room, I managed to lock eyes with Beyoncé. I didn't say anything and just kept walking. There's nothing to talk about anymore.

I made sure I had everything I needed from here. I went from here to the hotel grabbing the remainder of my things. Soon enough, I was on my private plane back home.

Stepping foot into my house was when the reality of everything hit me. This is now my life. I didn't even unpack, I just went straight to my home studio.

I had a good amount of songs recorded from the last few days. I had the layout set of what I was going to do. I just had to touch up some songs.

I also made a few calls and texts to some important people. Getting my life together seems to be a lot harder when doing it alone.

I opened up Instagram, already posting the upcoming project. Three albums in one year. I'm undefeated.

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y/nparker - RESIDUALS THE ALBUM coming this Friday

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celebslovebey - im trying to connect the dots here.... what is going on

      navybeyhive - you and me both tmz just reported that y/n put up her 25 million dollar house for sale

      celebslovebey - beyoncé also changed her username back to just her first name dropping the parker

I stopped reading the comments. I'm sure it's self explanatory of what's going on. I don't need to make an announcement. That's just doing too much.

I sat back in the chair, really taking it all in. This can't be the end of my story. The end of our story. I need to work on me but I also can't accept that.

Something has got to give.

Beyoncé's P.O.V

I looked at Steve not believing what I'm hearing. Why am I just now being informed of this?

"Are you serious?" I asked.

"Very." He said, keeping his straight face.

Y/N left the tour. She performed and then left. That was her last show. I'm only being told because Steve was going over the new arrangements.

I know we're done with each other. That didn't mean she had to leave. It could've kept going how it's been going. Us not speaking just getting the work done.

I was getting a facetime call from nobody other than my mom. For some reason I was very hesitant on answering the phone but I did anyway.

"What did you do?" Tina said, not even bothering to say hello. 

"Why do you think I did something?" I ask in response.

"Because I know you. I'm having all these people hit me up because it's being rumored that you and Y/N are no longer together." She replied.

"We aren't together. It's not a rumor." I say.

I explained to her what led up to this point. As expected she was disappointed in me as well as Y/N and Kelly. I had told her about them.

Everybody is wrong in this situation and it seems to keep getting worse. Now it just feels like a game of who can do the worst.

I also spoke to my children while on the line with my mother. She was watching them while I'm touring.

I can't lie and say I'm not hurting. I am. Very much. I love Y/N endlessly. As well as Kelly. I just feel betrayed by the both of them.

I don't know what the future holds but I do know I feel like as of now I made the right decision. Maybe I'm just better off alone.

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short chapter this time next chapter will include a major time jump

UNTIL NEXT TIME