Diary Of An Unstable Teen

trying to fit in

i always try to fit in

try to put myself in a jigsaw puzzle 

that has no room for more

no matter how hard i try

im never anyones first choice

or second

or even a choice 

i can hear them laughing and they don't even notice i'm missing

that has to say something right?

like 

i understand that no one likes me

but that doesnt mean i dont want to get them to try and like me

i try so hard 

but i'm never the one