Diary Of An Unstable Teen

put my walls up

when she's there I put all of my walls up

you used to walk with her to and from school everyday

she was your best friend

such a simple term for someone who was your everything

yet you don't talk to me about her

when you do I get really insecure

but you forget about the important stuff

she makes me want to end it all

when she's there

you ignore me

it's like I'm nothing to you

you left me out

it's like a switch

that's what happens with me

I completely shut down 

it's better than saying something I'd regret

you didn't tell me 

and it hurt

it hurt

it hurt alot

I thought you hated her