Diary Of An Unstable Teen

haunting memories

that night is forever imprinted in my mind

what urged me to become that scary, you may ask?

well

it's not just one thing

it's a bunch of things clumped together

like a build up

keep building up until I eventually explode

it happened in the room that I sleep

how the hell do you think I've gotten through this so unscathered

people who don't know me think I'm perfect

but if you just took the effort to get to know me

you could see how unstable I really am

and maybe that's why I keep people at an arms length

but it hurts letting people in

and I'm scared if they leave me

so just stay

stay away

I am a curse.