They say "always trust your guts" and I never listen to myself for many times even though there are so many signs saying that I'm right.
I believe that during my relationship with Mark, he was really in love with me because I saw it in his eyes.
I saw a real and pure love. I saw and felt it. I was so happy that I fell for him too. I fell so damn hard to be honest.
We were so happy and I know when something happened to us, it's because we were in love and our feelings for each other were overflowing.
The things went wrong when I left for a month. I was in vacation for a month and there I realized that I love him so much because I was missing him every single day.
One day, he started acting different. He was cold. I heard that he started offering my bestfriend a ride home.
I know they are friends also and I trust my bestfriend but my trust for Mark is not that strong.
I felt that something might go wrong and he became more distant from me. I saw many times but I chose to be blind again.
I really think that he develop a feeling for her but, he knows that he will never have a chance.
So, when I came back, he was so guilty and had to end everything with me because maybe he did not cheat but still he betrayed me.
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The Art Of Letting Go (The Journal)
RomanceUnexpected things always happen. A stranger suddenly became my world and when he left, how did I cope? This is my diary on how hurt I was and how I managed to moved on.
