Another day i wake up next to Derek. I have to stop this. Although i do like him so shall i end it or not?
"Morning beautiful," Derek says sleepy.
"Morning," I reply. I already know that this relationship of ours is bad, you're not allowed a relationship with an attending but i am. However it feels so right.
"Shit, 911 i have to go in. Pick of where we left of last night? Bye baby"
"Ok i'll see you later" before he leaves he kisses my lips leaving me wanting more.
About half an hour Derek left i get up, i've been an intern for a week now. Enjoying it, no. Enjoy spending time with Derek, yes! I quickly have a shower and change before i'm late again. Shit! Everyones already here again i must be late. But then Christina arrives on her motorbike so i must be alright. We walk into the hospital together and as she decides to take the stairs i take the elevator. When i walk in Derek is leaning on the side, looking so hot. As soon as the door closes we just start making out. We just can't get enough of each other. This is about the third time it's happened in a week. For some reason we both have a thing for elevators.
"What is it about elevators?"
I just laugh and walk out. I need to concentrate on my work. That's what comes first now. I'm lagging behind of everyone. Luckily for me though Derek lets me in on surgery's, which is a huge benefit because not of interns get that opportunity.
Today i've worked on about five patients, the 48 hour shift really kills me so i'm glad i go home at the end with Derek. Hiding this relationship is the hardest thing i have ever done. I mean it's not easy when you share a house with two interns who turn out to be your friend as well.
It's finally time to clock off and i'm so happy. As soon as i get home i see that Izzie is baking. As usual. George is nowhere to be seen and Derek well he's in my bed so i just go an lie down next to him and next thing i know I'm asleep. Me and Derek are intertwined with each other. Which i like, it's good to have company with a person you love. Shit do i love Derek?
Sorry about this chapter it's a bit bad. I had trouble writing it and coming up with ideas so i'm truly sorry as its not good.
