SHORTER ONE !! SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IM LAZY AS FUCK SIGHHHH...
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I haven't heard a word from him in three months
does he still care?
I haven't been fed and he knows I cant just take care of myself
I've been drying out. Every last bit of energy has left me.
He's never held me close or brushed my hair.
But I still care.
I wait at my window, seeing if he'll pass by.
If he'll ever walk by and look towards the direction of somewhere he'd go to everyday.
Immune from his faults, cause he's dying anyway.
Hugged me, and made a bruise.
Then threw some sugar in my wounds.
I'd wonder if he'd ever care.
Shit words out from his derriere.
I guess its just my luck
can't help it but,
feel like my inner child's been hit by a truck.
I think I'm giving up
There's only so much hope around
But in the end, it doesn't matter.
Cause he'll never care.
Whether I'm dead or alive.
It'd never strike a nerve.
And he'd never care.
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THIS IS WRITTEN IN JOHNNIES POV TO NO ONE IN SPECIFIC. I KNOW ITS A JXJ BOOK BUT OH WELL.
LMK IF YOU WANT MORE CHAPTERS IN THIS STYLE, CAUSE I CAN UPLOAD THEM WHILE I WRITE LONGER CHAPTERS.
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Jake Webber x Johnnie Guilbert ||• One-Shots •||
FanfictionJahnnie one-shots because Jahnnie is the best. Obviously the bottom is Johhnie because, Babygirl 😍 i will be putting TWs at the start of every chapter as best as i can. This story most probably will contain sensitive/ explicit topics such as: •Depr...
