YOURS

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I wake up, feeling nauseous, with pain in my chest. I feel something wet like a cloth in my face. I remove it and find myself in the Winchester house I know because of the smell. I try to look around and I believe I am in Jonathan's room also because of the smell; I sit in the bed and try to get up, my feet felt numb, how much time I've been here. I walk holding myself from wall to a sofa that was in the room. I close my eyes hard and open them again, I try to focus on where to go. Then I walk slowly and found the door. I open and go outside the room. I don't see anybody, and my blurry vision don't help, I walk against the wall and felt a doorknob, I knock but nobody answers, I open, and the wind hit my face, that smell. this must be Raymond's room.

"hello? is there's someone here?" i ask before coming in. I was walking in when I tumbled with a pair of shoes on the floor, I fell and hit my face with Raymond's bed, my nose was burning, I think I hit the floor with it, when I was getting up, I saw something popping out from under the mattress. I curiously pulled out, it was a women cape, my nose was bleeding so I couldn't smell it, but when I put it closer to my face, my heart felt a knife piercing it, I fast recognized it. It was Susans, why Raymond has it? I started having a panic attack, what does this means? No Emilia don't think that, maybe Susan gifted to him, Raymond will never do something that bad. Well Susan was getting on the way, no, that's imposible! Now that I remember Mary once told me she heard Susan was going to the Winchester house that very night. But, how? why? Then my thoughts were interrupted by a sound from my back.

"Emilia?" Raymond voice

I fast stand up and turned around to face him, I barely can see his face expression, but there he was a couple feet from me, standing still.

"What is this?" I claim to him in tears

"Emilia" he took a pause "you are bleeding" he walked closer to me. I fast step back.

"No don't change the subject, this is Susan's, how is it that you have it!" i started raising my voice

"please calm down, i can explain, is really silly, just give me a second to explain, ok, just breath, let me see your nose"

I was scared this people are crazy, they have murder before, and Steven didn't wanted to tell me what happened with Susan, maybe that's why, he knew, but there's only one way to actually resolve this. I have to ask him again, I pushed Raymond hard and started running to get out of that house, I stumbled with a couple maids and butlers, I felled but got up fast and kept running. I finally fetch the door, when I was outside, I felt the warm of the sun, I heard Jonathan's voice. No, i can let him see me, he's going to catch me and lock me in his room. i walked slowly to the back of his house. Then there i started running again, barefooted, my feet still hurting. I know this place so i know where I'm going. I run to town and to stevens office, but he's not here. Now where do i find him, he could be anywhere, fuck. I'm doomed. I walked outside and a couple people walked to me to offer help. I bet I look like a crazy lady, hair all messed up on my night gown and a bloody nose. I just ignored them and walked back into town. I hide in the hallways and downtown. I sat on the muddy floor to think. where to find steven I need his help, my stomach growls, I'm hungry and thirsty and i can't see shit. then a crazy idea popped in my head. I walked to that brothel; the once Raymond took me. I walked in and quick the big women walked to me.

"hey hobo your ruining my business get out" she said determined

"hi, it's me, Emilia, I need your help, but please don't tell Raymond, I'm kind of running away from him"

She fast took me to a room, offer me a meal and clean clothes, she gave me some reading glasses that she had, now I can see better, not clearly but better. I look at myself in the mirror, clean the blood from my neck and nose, it leave a stained. Fuck, what do I do now. the women walked in.