You lay in bed fantasizing about it
The idea, so foreign, exotic, an impossible luxury
Parts plumping with a soft delicate exterior
Roughness and hair from age fading in an instant
You become an ideal, a beautiful plastic mold
Its a nice idea, to crawl into a skin that would never let you in
I lay in bed eyes dry as I have no more energy to cry about it
The idea, so familiar, painfully plain, an inescapable burden
Parts I want to pull apart with my weak exterior
Tumor like mounds and blood growing more potent over time
I become a victim, a scream encases in silicone
Its a miserable reality, to desperately try to claw out of a skin that won't let go
You laugh imagining the mystical and enticing scenarios that would make it possible
You bite your lip at the thought of feeling it
You engulf yourself your mind in the sweet dream for as long as you can rest
Being someone else is so attractive
I throw up at the actuality and repulsive reasons that this is possible
I bite my inner cheek till gore flows out at the never ending sensation of it
I fight to escape the nightmare for just a moment
Being myself is so disgusting
Your fetish is a hell I was damned to upon birth
Your sexual arousal is my suffering abomination of a life
You place fingers in your mouth, tasting salt
I place the barrel of a gun tasting...
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Lethal Lovers
HorrorA collection of stories chronicling the disturbed relationships of a multitude of people and their partners. With hatred, obsession, unwavering devotion, and broken dreams, the meaning of love is turned on its head as a barrage of emotions threatens...
