YOU ARE MINE AND ONLY MINE - KimMacau

Chapter 3

Macau

"P'Kim, i-i i want to say that....i....like you" finally i say those words that I've been keeping in my heart for so long. I don't know what to do so i stand there in front of P'Kim and wait for him to say something.

Suddenly P'Kim pushed me to the wall and trapped me with his arms and said "How dare you say that you like me ?? How dare a disgusting person like you say that you like me ??" I was shocked, i didn't expect this from P'Kim and what did he say... disgusting...am i a disgusting person in his eyes.

"You little shit from the second family and you dare say those words to me. You think I'll accept your love, you bitch. You steal Porchay from me and you're saying that you love me. Do you think I'm dumb to believe this bullshit you bitch. Just because Kinn & Tankhun accept you & your brother doesn't mean I'm also accepting you guys. I don't like both of you especially you, i hate looking at you. You and your brother don't deserve love, are you desperate for love after your dad dies ?? If you are that desperate, you can find more than a man inside the club and you can be their bitch. I'm sure they're gonna love you i mean your body."

"Listen Macau, your brother likes to sleep with so many people & sometimes he sleeps with the client just to get the business. You also can do that by helping your brother and all you need is skill in the bed. I think you're gonna be good because you're Vegas brother, if you have any doubt you can ask your brother and he will teach you about how to satisfy people in bed.

I can't listen to him anymore, how can he say that about me and my brother. I can't believe what I'm hearing... I know my brother used to sleep with some clients but everything he does because my father asked him and forced my brother. My brother never wants to do that..... How dare he insult my brother like that, his brother also likes to sleep around so much.

I can't breathe, i feel like the air is choking me and tears running down...i didn't imagine that he has been thinking about me and my brother like this. This is more painful, i feel like someone is stabbing my heart and pulling it out from my ribcage. I can't even say anything....no words coming out of my throat. Am i really a disgusting person ?? Do i really don't deserve love ??? If he can't accept my love.... He can just reject me, why does he have to insult me like this.... Like I'm not a human and I don't have feelings. Then P'Kim closes our gap and grips my face with his fingers and says "Stay away from Porchay, if i saw you again with him...i will make your life miserable and destroy it. Do you understand??"

"YOU ARE THE MOST DISGUSTING FUCKING BASTARD NOT MACAU" suddenly i hear someone shout that makes me flinch and makes me turn to look at the person who is shouting. It was Porchay, he suddenly pushed P'Kim from me and slapped P'Kim. My brain can't process anything, I can't get out of the hurtful words by P'Kim. I just stand like a statue and can't do anything, like my whole body paralyzed only tears running from my eyes. All I know is that Porchay is shouting at P'kim.

Kim

"P-po-porchay" did Porchay slap me... I can't even believe it. " Don't you fucking say my name from your nasty mouth. You know what is disgusting... it's you, you are the most disgusting person that I've ever seen." Did Porchay slap me and call me disgusting because i hurt Macau? Does Porchay fall in love with Macau ?? Before my brain can make another conclusion Porchay cut my thoughts "The person who doesn't deserve love is you not Macau, how dare you hurt him like that and who do you think you are...and what did you say...he stole me from you...are you stupid... it's you who breaks my heart, hurt me so much that makes me hate you so so so much in my life. It's not Macau who stole me from you, it's you that makes me go away from you. "

"What did you say, P'Vegas sleeping with so many people and Macau also should do that ??? Your brother also likes to sleep with so many people, so this means you also need to practice your skill in bed but I don't think you need practice... You maybe already have experience.

I can't believe Porchay said this to me.... Did he just compare me & my brother with these 2. "Mind your language Chay, don't you dare to talk like that about me and brother because i won't hesitate to hurt you if you say anything about me and my brother." I'm really getting angry at Porchay, how dare he insult me and my brother.

"And listen to me Porchay, i didn't mean to hurt you... I've been trying so hard to ask for forgiveness but you never want to talk to me and even avoid me. " I said then Porchay says "I told you not to say my name with your disgusting mouth. Why should i forgive you when all you're doing is being a bastard. By the way, did you get angry because i say bad things about you and your brother ?? But it's okay for you to insult Macau and his brother.... I don't know so much about your mafia things.... But what I know is that P'Vegas loves Macau so much and he will do anything for his brother." Porchay says that and continues " I didn't expect that you're this kind of person, how can you say these cruel words to Macau and hurt him so much ?? Aren't he also your family ?? Even your both brothers accept them because they know P'Vegas and Macau deserve to be loved.... Your brothers understand them better than you. I really regret that I used to love a person like you.... I feel so disgusting " I just keep quiet and listen to Chay... I feel a pang in my heart when he said he regret loving me. Am i that bad in his eyes ??

"Now listen carefully you
f*ck3r, i will never forgive you for what you've done to my best friend. Macau shouldn't love a disgusting bastard like you." After saying that... Porchay holds Macau's hand and guides him to the door then they go inside. I didn't say anything and just stood there. Did i do something wrong ?? Am I being too harsh with Macau ?? I don't know and I didn't think that i did something wrong. After a moment i get inside and search for Porchay & Macau but they already gone. After a few hours i also went back to my condo.