YOU ARE MINE AND ONLY MINE - KimMacau

Chapter 4

Macau

Now I'm in my room, thank god when i arrived with Porchay... My brother was not at home. Now I'm lying on my bed while looking at the ceiling. Tears are running, why does he have to hate me this much :( i didn't do anything bad to P'Kim accept loving him for far . Am i really don't deserve to be loved ? How can he talk about my brother like that :( i hate him...i hate him...i hate himmmmmm. I cried.... My heart is bleeding... I shouldn't have loved him. I really HATE HIM.

"Stop crying Cau" Chay said while patting my head. Chay stay with me... He doesn't want to leave me alone so he's staying here. He called his brother for permission and P'Porsche allowed him to stay with me. P'Porsche accepts me as his other brother.... Not only him but everyone in the main house kinda accepting me & hia in the family except 1 person P'Kim. I don't know what's going to happen after this but one thing is not gonna change... it's my hate for P'Kim . I'm not gonna cry anymore, but still I can't stop the tears... I'm really weak :(

"Chay, why is all this shit is happening to me ? Am i not worth being loved? Am i disgusting like P'Kim says?" I asked Chay. Then he replied "You deserve to be loved Cau... Ignore that bastard words... He's the one who isn't worth being loved... Even i feel guilty for myself.... For falling in love with that bastard. Listen to me Cau, just because he said something bad to you.... Doesn't mean he's right, okay. He never knew how you've lived your whole life... Who is he to judge you and who gives him the permission to criticize you. Ignore him Cau.... He doesn't deserve your love. Do you want me to tell this to P'Vegas? " Chay asked me

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Meanwhile at Kim's condo...

Kim

Kim finally arrives at his condo... Kim is about to come out of his car but stops immediately as he remembers how harsh he was towards Macau earlier.. Kim then spoke in his heart.. 'Why? Why do I need to face this kind of thing? Why does it need to be Macau? Macau didn't deserve to be loved.. A spoiled child like him... God!!' Kim then bangs the steering wheel and squeezes it tight.

Kim then spoke to himself.. 'Should I torture Macau even more.. Or should I use him as bait? No.. No.. It won't be fun... Macau should just stay away from Porchay. So that I can be with Porchay... I only love Porchay. Macau better know his place.' Then he started the car engine and went to the Main family house.

At Main Family House

After arriving at the Main house, i went straight to the Thankun room and knocked on the door... After a few knocks on the door, Thankun opens the door and looks at me... Then he let me go inside. Thankun then asked "What are you doing in front of my room at this time ?" I just keep quiet and don't know what to say. Then I took a huge breath and asked Thankun " Phi, can i ask you something?" Tankhun then looked at me and said "What is it Kim ? You look so distracted lately and now you are here... Want to ask me something. Tell me Kim, what you want to know.... What happened to you ?"

"Phi, i just want to ask you about Vegas & Macau. Are you really accepting them in our family ?? " I asked. Then Tankhun said "I already have a feeling that you aren't able to accept them in our family.... Am i right Kimhan ?" I sigh and just nod, then Tankhun looks at me and says " Kim, listen to me... Vegas and Macau have been through too much... Whatever happened between the main family and the minor family is already over.. The war is already over... And about Vegas and Macau... I think you should give yourself time to accept them.. Maybe you can't see it now because you still can't trust them.. But i noticed, after the war was over, Vegas and Macau changed a lot" then Tankhun felt silent for a few seconds and continued

"Especially Macau, he didn't do anything Kim and he is just a kid who wants freedom... Who wants to have a happy life and so does Vegas.. Vegas never felt love from Uncle Karn since he was young, Kim.. Unlike us" Tankhun said with a little sad expression on his face. Then P'Kinn appears out of nowhere and says "I also didn't like them at first but now everything is getting better. We both families were happy when we were children but everything was ruined because our greedy father and greedy uncle... You already have a lot of problems with Porchay, thank god Porsche doesn't know about it... If he knows about it then no one can save you from him. Please don't do anything stupid Kim, especially Macau. From what i remember, he was so attached to you since he was 5 years old, you also love him and always protect him... But after some of the family's problems our 2 families got separated." Kinn said while putting his hand on my shoulder.

Kinn continued but this time with a little deep tone "Don't ever think about trying to hurt Macau just because he's so close with Porchay, if you hurt him i swear no one can save you from Vegas. Remember that and don't say i didn't warn you, Kim" . I can't even tell them what I've done to Macau today, i know the moment i tell them...they will kill me...my own brother will kill me because they have a soft spot for Macau. "Kim, you are our brothers and our families have already reunited... I hope you won't ruin everything and if you have any problems with Macau, just go and talk to him." Tankhun said then Kinn nodded in response and said "Macau seems strong on the outside, Kim but we didn't know what he really looked in the inside... We are just human and not God." I felt silent for a moment then went to my room and lay on my bed while looking at the ceiling. After talking to my brothers, i realized how harsh and rude i was with Macau. I break his heart and insult him so much not only him but his brother also. Dammit, why I'm behaving like a bastard... Should i ask for an apology to him or should i ignore it ? I think i need to ask for an apology and i hope he will forgive me. Will he forgive me ? Oh God I'm stressed now. After a few minutes, i fell asleep and I needed to ask forgiveness for my bad behavior .

I wanna thanks :- @SyidaNurulaina3 ❤️ thanks a lot dear 😊 she is the one who help me with the idea and 80% of the story was done by her. I just did 20% only, thanks a lot and if you guys want to read more ghostship stories like #VegasPorsche #BibleApo #KimPorsche #MacauChay can go to her profile...she wrote lot of series guys. Don't forget to read all her stories and it is worth it.  🥰❤️