YOU ARE MINE AND ONLY MINE - KimMacau

Chapter 23

After seeing the tears on Big's eyes, Kinn loses the grip on Big's wrist and pulls himself from Big. "I'm sorry Big, I'm really sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you, I'm re-really sorry" the guiltiness in Kinn's voice can be heard. Big didn't say anything, he just raised his body from the couch then he looked at Kinn, after a few minutes of silence, "why Kinn ? Why did you do that ?" Kinn can see the pain in Big's voice when he asks this to him. Kinn felt guilty for behaving like that towards Big, Kinn looked down and avoided Big's eyes "Big, I'm sorry Big, i try to control my anger but I can't, then angry and jealous when i see Zee hugs you then he kisses you makes me want to kill him." Kinn said with a low voice but the anger in his voice can be seen. Big is confused with Kinn's statement, "Why are you getting angry and jealous when he hugs or kisses me ?" Big asked and waited for Kinn to respond but Kinn just kept silent. Kinn silent, makes him more confused then he asked "D-do you li-like Zee?" Kinn is shocked with Big's question, he looked at Big with his widened eyes "WHAT!!! N-no no no, I don't like that bastard" Kinn replied while shaking his head, "then why are you getting jealous?" Big asked.


Kinn moves a little closer, then he cups Big both cheeks with his both hands "I'm jealous because he touches you, because he kissed you and moreover he wants you, Big. You are mine, only mine" Kinn looked at Big with full of love while Big's eyes widened, he can't believe what he's hearing not even in his dream. "Kinn, what are you talking about?" Big asked him. Kinn smiles while his hands still cups Big's cheeks, "Big, i know you love me" Big shocked the moment Kinn says that he knows about him loving Kinn. Big is nervous and tries to get up but Kinn doesn't let him move, "Big, look at me and don't be nervous, i heard what you say last night when you thought i was sleeping but i just closed my eyes and i was still awake. I'm sorry because I have never recognized your love for me all these years, I'm sorry you have been hurt all these years because of me, just seeing you with others makes me angry but you have been watching me with others and even bringing them to me, you must be more hurting than i do now. I'm sorry for hurting you that much, please don't leave me Big. Now i realize how much i love you, you have been with me all these time as a bodyguard, as a friend but now i want you to stay beside me as my lover, Big. Yeah, I love you so much,Big, please forgive me, Big."


Tears running out from Kinn's eyes, not only Kinn but Big also crying while listening to Kinn confession. He never thought that Kinn would fall in love with him, it would feel like a dream to him, without saying anything Big hugs Kinn and bursts into tears, not tears of sadness but happiness. "I love you too, Kinn, i love you so much that no words can describe my love for you. Thanks for loving me, Kinn" Kinn breaks the hugs after hearing these from Big, he looked at Big's eyes and said "No baby, it's not you who should thank me, I'm the one who should thank you. Thank you baby, for staying with me all these and still loving me the same" for the first time Kinn speaks softly and the love in his eyes can be seen. Big smile at Kinn, then Kinn moved his face closer to Big, their lips almost touched but Kinn stopped and looked at Big for permission, Big nodded slowly. Their lips are touched, the kiss between them is just purely love, there is no lust just love. After a few more kisses, Kinn breaks the kiss and looks at Big, his face turned red and Kinn chuckled, Kinn move his face until their forehead touches, "I love you, Big" Kinn said then he kissed Big's forehead. Big also says "I love you too,Kinn and i love you more than anything" then he also kisses Kinn's forehead, both of them hug each other tightly like their life depends on it.


Kinn & Big now at a fancy restaurant, a dinner date plan by Kinn. At first, Big wanted to cook for dinner but Kinn stopped him and told him that he wanted to have a dinner date with Big. Tomorrow they will be back in Thailand, so tonight Kinn wants to enjoy their first date at a fancy restaurant in Italy. After the servant served the food, both of them started eating and also enjoyed the beautiful view that can be seen from the large glass window. Kinn was admiring Big for the whole time and when Big noticed it, Big's face turned red and he's getting shy because has done that to him, everything is so new to him and he's really happy that he and Kinn are now boyfriends.


After having the dinner date, both of them are back in the Villa, "Thank you Kinn, I'm so happy today and I can't believe everything, It's like a dream that we are lovers" the happiness in Big voice makes Kinn chuckled, then he pulled Big closer by slide his hand around Big's waist until their chest touched. Both of them looked at each other, Kinn's free hand touched Big's cheek and struck it slowly, "it's not a dream baby, you are mine and I'm yours" Kinn said hoarsely then kissed Big's forehead. Big's cheeks turned pink, he felt happy and shy then both of them wished good night and went to their rooms. Before Kinn opened his room door, Big came towards Kinn and Kinn looked at him, then Big suddenly kissed Kinn cheek and ran back to his room and locked the door.  Kinn smiled at Big cute behavior, he found himself falling more and more for Big.