Hi loves, probably most of you know that i'm grieving and i've been crying for the past days. My bestfriend, my ride or die and the person that means the most to me, isn't here anymore.
Kayanna and i had been friends for a year going two years now. We met eachother on the day of our Christmas party on the 19 of December, 2022. Ever since that, we've been the bestest of friends.
Now i wanna address something about her. Her Mom is really abusive towards her to the point that i was over at her house and they got into an fight. Her mom literally slapped her twice and said some pretty hurtful stuff like 'I wish you were never born' and 'you bring pain to this family' and so much more i don't wanna say.
I had to beg my grandma to let her sleepover at my house fore a few days because she was having mental breakdowns and self-harming became easier for her by the day. We were at school and the teacher told us to write a letter to our parents saying how much we love them. I was supposed to stay ay Kay's house for that day so i went home with her. She gave the ltter to her mom and i watched as her mom threw the letter away and said 'i don't want it'. She came over to me and started to cry and i was literally so upset.
I started to get worried when she would come to school with bruises and cuts on her arms, face, stomach and legs. She would come to school with puffy eyes and pills. I honestly didn't know she tried to attempt before. She seemed so nice and cheerful even if i knew what she was going through, i didn't know she was thinking of committing.
I will never forgive her mother for the pain she caused on Kayanna. How can you be so cruel to the point that you drive tour own child to self-harm and suicide? Are you happy with yourself? Are you fucking happy with yourself? Actions speak louder than words. All those times you said 'i love you' and all that bullshit, you kept abusing her? All i want you to know is that you're a fucking devil and i fucking hate you for the pained you've caused.
Kayanna, My angel. I hope you're doing ok wherever you are. I want you to know that you are still loved my many and mostly, loved by me. I wish that i was there to give you just one last hug and reassure you that everything will be okay. I love you so so so much and i will never ever stop loving you Kayanna Maddison.❤️
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