Red & Chloe

Trouble

Reds POV

I still don't know what I'm doing with my life. I haven't been to school in like two weeks, Chloe keeps kissing me, not that I'm complaining, but it's hard because I feel like she's sending me mixed signals.

Right now we're laying in my bed, I'm laying on her chest, and she's asleep. I could hear her heart beating at a steady paste, god why is she so perfect.

I don't deserve her.

I'm the exact opposite of perfect, I have anxiety, I have a bad mom, I don't show up to school, I have bad grades, I have an alcohol addiction, I used to cut my self, I'm a complete fuck up, and yet, Chloe still stayed with me.

I want her more than anything, but I don't want to bring her down my dark path.

I've been up all night, just thinking about Chloe. But now I'm think about school. I haven't been to school in like almost 3 weeks. The sun started to rise, so I'm gonna have to get up soon. But I don't want to, this is the first time Chloe has held me in like 2 weeks, I just wanted her touch, and soon, that was gonna end.

Ding Ding, Chloe's alarm went off, it took her a second to open her eyes, she looked down at me. She's so pretty. "Good morning princess" she yawns. I got off of her.

About 20 minutes later we both finished getting dressed. Now we're heading to breakfast. But I'm not even hungry, I'm just going so Chloe can eat.

We got our food as sat down with our friends, Ella, Bridget, Hook, and Morgie.

They all started talking about god knows what while I was on my phone, with headphones on of course, just listening to music. Then Chloe nudges me, I put the head phones around my neck looking confused, "what?" I whispered, "you need to eat your food" "I'm just not hungry" "red, please, you've been starving yourself for like 2 weeks" "I'll eat later, I'm just not hungry right now" "fine" She was a bit pissed at me, but I really just wasn't hungry, I'm pretty sure it's that new medication I'm on.

Speaking of medication, I kinda forgot to take mine, oh well, that shit was giving me more headaches than it would take away.

A few minutes later me and Chloe were walking to class, the class I hate most, math.  (I have no idea what their first period was, so I'm making it math)

We take our seats at the back left, closest to the door. The whole class is loud. Then the teacher (Male) comes in hold a coffee in his right hand. "Hello class, settle down please" The class stops talking.

T: ok today we're going to be talking about geometry

He walks up to the white board with a black marker, then he starts drawing a lot of different shapes. I glance at Chloe, and she actually understands what he's talking about, like all I'm seeing is shapes.

T: Class, can any one tell me how to solve this triangle

It's an obtuse triangle with 3 different numbers, 25, 34, and 9. Does he expect us to know what this means. Next thug I know Chloes nudging my arm.

C: red

R: what

T: red can you come up here and solve this

R: why

T: because you have to pay attention, come on

R: but your class is boring

T: oh, so you think your funny huh, come up here and solve this

R: fine

I sigh, I walk up to the board, I have no idea how to solve it. I look back at Chloe, she nods at me, like a reassuring nod, something like you got this, but I don't.

So I wrote "you're 34 years old, and you like 9 year olds, that's a 25 year difference you fuck face". The whole class was stunned, he snatched the marker from me

T: Go to the principals office, Now!

R: alright bet

I walk back over to my seat, I grabbed my backpack and whispered to Chloe "see you later" "bye" she sighed.

I walked out of the classroom, then I flipped off the teacher, because why not.

I didn't go to the principals office, I went to my dorm, I had such a big headache. Once I got inside the dorm I scanned the room for my meds, they were on night stand. I threw my bag at the end of my bed.

I picked up one of the bottles, I don't even know which one I'm supposed to take, oh well. I opened the bottle, grabbing two out, I then placed them on my younger and swallowed.

I laid on my bed, soon the pain went away.

About 30 minutes later, it came back, so I took more pills.

I repeated this process every time I got a headache, in just 4 hours, the whole ebottle was gone. But I needed more, the pills were addicting, and they were helping.

Soon ever this went black.