You're so dark - ( A.T fanfic)

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I scoffed " so let me see if I got it right , you play with me , yeah ? You made me feel guilty for 'cheat' on my apparently fake boyfriend with you right ? You tricked me into think we were making progress yeah ? And now you flew from America to the uk to tell me that you did what you did because you loved me ?"

" I-"
" no Alex save it get out of my house please "
" but Bella please listen , I flew from America to the uk for you "
" and what do you want a medal ?"
" Arabella it's not that you know it "
" do I ? Look I don't care about your shitty excuses ok Alex I don't care if you flew , because you did because you wanted to I didn't forced you to do anything, and you hurt me Alex a lot "
" I know I'm so sorry Bella I-"
" good good that you know it now get out of my house "

" alright at least I tried if you want to end like this that was your fucking choice " Alex angrily got up and slammed the door , making my tears rolling down my face again
" Arabella Arabella where are you putting yourself under ?" I said to myself

My phone started to ring it says " mom ❤️ "
" hello "
" hello darling so how did it went ?did you told him about your pregnancy?"
I sighed " no , I didn't "
" ARABELLA HE DESERVES TO KNOW"
" dont fucking scream I just hope you're alone because no one can know about this "
" yes relax I'm alone "
" but why didn't you Arabella Rose helders ?"
" mom he came to apologize a shitty excuse to be honest and he was getting on my nerves like , he wasn't being sincere, and I'm hurt ok I don't simply lean on him and forget everything just because he came here said ' Oh I LoVe YoU tHaTs wHy I DiD wHaT I DiD '
" did he just said that he loves you ?"
" he did I do too but he cut me deep mom"
" Bella don't be stupid that man just flew from America to England , to apologize and say that he loves you what do you wanted more ?"
" I wanted him to be a good person and that he didn't payed a guy to be my boyfriend and joke with my face !"
" I see it's useless " ending the call
I'm so done

I called Matt
" WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT !"
" well hello for you too " Matt says
" Matt what was that ?"
" what was that what ?"
" Alex just came down to moms house ! "
" he what ?! "
" yeah and mom with her Alex obsession just let him in to talk to me "
" yeah typical mrs helders "
" yeah he told us he wanted to see his mom "
" you're on a break ?"
" wot ? No no like we are just having a little holidays because he wants to have time to do nothing before the release of the new album"
" oh I see "
" and hum what did he told you ?"
" he apologized and told me he did what he did because he loved me "
" he said that ?! "
" yeah he did "
" did you told him about THAT "
" no I didn't "
" ok , but sometime he will need to know "
" I know but I'm so hurt Matt "
" I understand your situation "
" Matt when are you coming to England ?"
" hum Bella I think I will when the album comes out , for the listening party you know ? I'm sorry "
" that's fine , and when is it ?"
" September 9th "
" holy shit Matt " I said panicked
" what Bella ?"
" if I keep this baby , the baby will be already born oh my goodness " I said panicking
" oh my god Bella " he said excited
" stop being excited it's terrifying"
" why ?"
" because Alex will be there "
" oh shit I forgot "
" yeah "
" alright don't panic "
" yeah I'll try "
" I wish you were here "
" same but not now I will after I figure my life out "
" Matt!" I heard Jamie calling him
" oh shit sorry I've got to go "
" alright bye "
" k bye "

I just sighed , I guess I have to start the doctor appointments.

I was taking a walk in the neighborhood when I saw a few houses down Alex's mom on her garden .
" Arabella ? "
I stopped
" is that you ?"
" mrs Turner , yes that's me " I said smiling
" oh darling , you're so pretty , I thought you were in America with your brother "
" yeah I was I just wanted to take a break and so I returned home "
" I see it's exactly what my Alex did , do you want to see him ?"
" oh no mrs Turner it's not necessary thank you let him rest , I'll just keep walking through the neighborhood- " I was cut by the door open
" mom where-" he stopped immediately and looked at me
" Bella ? "
" Alex " I said shortly and with a will of wanting to run out of there
" why are you here ? Is everything ok ?"
I sent him a death stare , well now he's worried I see
" no I was just walking around and your mom stopped me to speak a little bit but I was just to return to my tracks don't worry " I said shortly
" well mrs Turner I'll return to my walk thank you for this little bit "

" awn alright darling well if you need something just call us "
" of course thank you mrs Turner have a good day "
" you too my love "
I smiled and keep walking , this woman was too sweet , while Alex just stood there watching me leave

" so why is she so sad ?"
" I don't know mom " he lied
" I feel like you two are hiding something, I know you Alex i birthed you "
" and that girl is hurt she never ever spoke to us like that she was always happy and bubbly. What happened you know it better than me you loved with her right ?"
" yes mom I did and with the boys "
" then tell me the truth or do I need to speak with her mother I bet she knows "
Alex sighed
" fine cmon in then I'll tell you what happened"