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Vincent

 we arrive at the hospital around 11:30. the paramedics immediately rush apollo through door that we're not allowed access to as soon as we arrive at the hospital. they came out shortly after and told us that we will be able to see him after he is checked and his vitals are stable.

now that i have time to think while waiting in the waiting room.  i look around the room and fine that I'm missing two of my children,  apollos twins. i ring there phones and it goes straight to voicemail. i even try and get Lorenzo to call but nothing. 

after not get an answer for the tenth time that Alessio doesn't answer Lorenzo and Leon decide to go out and look. they say they will meet up with Sebastian and both look for them.

Lorenzo 

those dumb fucks if they just stayed home then we wouldn't have to be out here looking for them when we should be at the hospital waiting to here anything about apollo those stupid kids.

I already have enough to deal with the hacker that stole money from my own bank account. and now i have to find my youngest siblings while there twin in in the hospital. and on top of that my dad married ana and she has sons, yes they are responsible and that but i still have to look after them because whether or not that they want to admit it but they aren't taking care of the kids i am. 

even before ana came into the picture dad always put the responsibility on me. he would focus on the mafia more than his kids, he would search for the triplets but wouldn't be there for his kids they were right in front of him.

i was the one who had to pick the kids up from school when they were sick and when they couldn't drive themselves. Leon took on the role as there mother, he would take care of them when there sick and when they needed someone with more emotion. me and Leon took to the role of parents because our mother didn't care for anyone but herself and our father was to focused on impressing his dad than being there for us.

before our mother left he was around more, even if he had to be because she wasn't present. he was a good dad and I'm happy for him and ana but i just wish they would step up more as parents. when i had a conversation with Theo it was clear that ana wasn't the best parent.

this just seems to be the normal for everyone because all my friends they have family's involved with the mafia have terrible parental figures in there life. dad and ana aren't that bad of parents but they defiantly not the best.

I understand they they have had to struggle with stuff but that doesn't mean that they get to portray there feelings and emotions onto their children.

when i become a parent I'll make it my mission not to take my feeling out on the kid. i plan to raise my kid the way my father couldn't, with being present. I'm determined to break the cycle. i know that my grandad was much like my father, and wasn't there and that he was always busy with the mafia. and much like dad, grandad, had a lot of kids.

i think they have lots of kids because it takes the guilt away from them never being there and always being away and not being there for there wives. some of them even hate there wives and give them kids just to shut them up.

its surprising on what you learn once you make it to the top of the chain. the old cunts that sit at the top of there mafias and some of the most complainy and whiney men i have ever met and i have to deal with ace and Dante on the daily.

honestly I don't know what there problem with the triplets are. i know for a fact that they missed them. like Dante and apollo used to do everything together, Alessio was my shadow he would follow me everywhere, then Athena. 

god, Athena would follow Leon the most and it would drive him up the damn wall. when he had to do an assignment he would dump her in my room and leave but she always found her way out. our own little escape artist. 

when we found out that they were still alive and that they were coming back to us i was ecstatic and i still am but there is this constant worry of if they are going to be taken again and it keeps me up at nights.

when they were first taken i set us all up for therapy and over the years all of them have stopped seeing her but i haven't. i need the help and the guidance from her. she's been the mum i need and the one i never had, she helps. honestly she treats me like I'm her own son. we go for lunch every second week. 

when ever it gets harder for me to deal with my life she's there, and hopefully when i find the one i will be able to lean on her because I know Martha won't be here forever. we already had to have some of our lunch dates in the hospital. i just wish that she was perfectly health but i know i won't get my wish. 

we pull into the parking lot at the race track, Sebastian is leaning against his car. getting out of the car we approach. instantly i can tell he knows something. " what do you know, Sebastian." is the first thing that comes out of my mouth.

he doesn't answer straight away and i take that as a sign on guilt. we stop and wait for him to answer my question. "Athena was here and i left her when i got your call and now i can't find her." she was here.

"what do you mean she was here?" just the knowledge of Athena here put Leon on edge.

"I don't know, ok, i just got here and went to see some old buddies and saw her staring at something and it was the Japanese mafia heiress and there mates. once i joined her the Russian heir came and then all of them look our way, she walked off and i found her in the bathroom with the Russian." What the fuck, my baby sister and that Russian cunt.

"explain how you found them," i spat out through gritted teeth.

he sighs then speaks "i stayed after she left then the Russian left, i was left being stared down by the others. i followed her after five minutes, i knocked on the bathroom door he opened it and i saw her standing behind him and i called her over once she was next to me she said a snarky comment to him and shut the door. we left down the corridor then i left because of you call i came back she was gone." 

what was the little shit and my little sister doing in that bathroom. if he told her about the mafia before we got the chance to explain then I'm going to really get mad. i don't know that much about there past yet but Athena seems to know more.

I've gotten Alessio's file, he stayed at the home until we got him after they seperated the triplet but i haven't got apollos or Athenas yet which leads to more question. "were do you think she would have gone?" that we don't know we don't know her at all.

"how do you know she's gone of by herself, she could've been taken." Leons right but until we get concrete proof she didn't just run off than we can't treat this as an abduction but we can talk to the Russians, as much as i hate it and that's might expose the triplets it has to be done, and that is exactly what i told them.

"ok Sebastian, you and Leon go and look for Athena and I'll go look for Alessio." that is what i think the best course of action is for now.

"where are we going to look?" good question because honestly myself, i have no idea where to look for Athena or Alessio.

"i don't know just drive street try and think of places she would go and if you can't find anything by 1:30am then we go back to the hospital and come up with a plan of action in the morning." that reminds me to keep my phone on incase something changes with apollo.

the both of them get into Sebastian's car and drive off, i get back into the car and pull out to start my own search for Alessio. 

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I'm sorry this didn't come out soon I had writers block for so long then I kinda just forgot about it sorry hope you like👍🏼