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Apollo pov:

this school and its students can go back to whatever hell they crawled out of. i have not made a single friend or even talked to a single student. I'm already an outcast. even the teachers hate me. they keep sneering at me like an animal.

do i look like a fucken rat or cat, I'm certainly not a bitch.

I've been pushed and shoved. I'm invisible but that's how i like it, except some of the jocks know my older brothers so they decide to clap there hand on my back and people like to stare.

They definitely have an eye problem.

The first couple of periods are gone already and now it lunch.

I haven't had any classes with Alessio and Athena, no ones even made an effort to even talk to me.

I'm not like my siblings i don't make friends easily, its extremely hard for me. i get queasy and feel anxious when ever I'm trying to talk to some and form a friendship. at my old school i had been able to make two friends.

sadly i had no way of contacting them, they saved my life more times than i can count but that didn't mean that they were able to keep me safe from the bully terrorizing my twin weren't there to protect me but they were, Nyx and Antonio, they were there when my siblings weren't.

i don't blame my my siblings for not protecting me in fact i haven't even told them about the extent of it. Alessio knows that i was bullied but i told him that my friends helped me and i was and that i could stick up for myself, which was absolute bull, i cant stand up for myself i just crumple.

Athena doesn't know i made Alessio promise that he wouldn't tell because i don't want Athena to think of me as weak, I'm her older brother i should be the the protecting her but if she even knew i would die inside knowing that my little sister would see how weak and a push over her brother was. i already am ashamed of myself i can't handle that from her not my little sister.

no one know the extent of my struggles. when i was constantly being bullied and abused at home by my foster mother i genially wanted to end it all and i was close so close that i had the blade to my wrist. before that i would just cut myself on my thighs i couldn't risk anyone finding out or i could have been moved further from my twins.

walking into the lunch room i spot an empty table in the corner of the room away from all the noise and the football being thrown around. this school is defiantly based off a movie because you have all the cliches, the popular girl are swarmed around the queen bee i presume, she's sitting on a guys lap who is apart of the jocks because of his sport jacket. you have the band kids, artsy and nerdy, there all in the corner opposite me. you have the bully's in the middle area and finally you have the popular boys in the corner along from me which includes my bio brothers and there friends.

some people are already lined up to eat food but I'm not really hungry and that's perfectly fine by me I'm sure the caretaker, maid , servant , miss winters will try and stuff me till i explode, I'm convinced that she thinks I'm shaggy she keeps saying she needs too 'get some meat on my bones'. she's been stuffing me with all sorts of food since we've been back.

just sitting at the table think about things, Athena comes through the doors. she starts look around for a bit and then she looks in my direction and starts to walk over to me. i couldn't help but notice how many guys heads turned when my sister walks by, i think our bio's noticed too because they were glaring at Athena.

one, its not Athenas fault that guys keep looking at her so they should really be glaring at them instead of her and two if you seriously cant stop your eyes from wandering that maybe its time to invest in an all boys school.

" hey, i just had a really weird interaction with this guy and my locker". was the first thig she said once she sat down.

" what was he trying to do to your locker?" generously curious.

" he banged the lock off the damn thing" why would he do that

" why?"

" well because it wouldn't open and he asked if i needed any help and i said something then he's like if i can open it than i get to know your name and so i say go for it, then he just rips the lock of and poof no more locker lock for me. oh hey ales." part way through her little story Alessio showed up.

" that seriously sucks for you but i guess now you have to ask the principle that you need a new lock" how could someone rip off a lock , they either must be really strong or they gave her a really shitty lock.

" that sounds like they gave you a real shitty lock and your not the only one. I'm late because the bloody locker wouldn't open for shit." hopefully mines not like that i haven't been too my locker yet.

none of us have any lunch so we are just sitting at the table talking when i see our bio brothers looking our way, just staring.

My phone buzzed in my pocket turns out to be my twins also received a text message.

Vincent:

I would like you all be home by 5 and to look good and dress nice because we will be having guests over.

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Hope you'll liked Apollo's pov and I really sorry for not updating in a while

Any guess's to who will be the guests

How was you'lls Easter?