My best friends girlfriend

Chapter 13

Noah's p.o.v

I quickly left the apartment and went into the elevator. I pressed the down button, heading down to the garage. Walking into our apartment, seeing them kissing and maybe even about to do more. Hurt like fucking hell. What did I expect? I'm fucking around with a girl who has a boyfriend. My heart was pounding from the intense anger I felt, topped with sadness. The elevator door opened and I walked over to my car.

"Noah!" Dani shouted, as she ran over to me. "Where are you going?" She asks, concerned emanating from her green gaze. "I can't be here" I state, my gaze elsewhere. "Noah" she spoke softly, placing her hands in my face, causing me to look at her. I put my hands over hers, enjoying her gentle touch. "I didn't kiss him. He kissed me" she stated, her voice low as her eyes scanned my face. I responded with silence. She inhaled and wrapped her arms around my neck, as I did the same to her waist. As I leaned on my cars door.

I nuzzled her neck, before lightly kissing it. I slowly trailed my faint kisses to her lips. Slowly and passionately pressing my lips onto hers. I pulled back resting my forehead on hers. "Ell I can't" I spoke. She looked at me confused before she understood. "Seeing you with him is beginning to tear me apart from the inside" I tell her, my voice low. I can't do it anymore.

I want to be hers and I want her to be mine. "Noah" she mumbled. "Please, break up with him" I pleaded. She pulled back a bit. "I wanna be with you" I tell her. She looked away from me and looked at the ground. As she played with her fingers. "I need some time" she mumbled. I scoffed in disbelief. "Time? You need time to break up with a guy you don't even love" I state, my voice faltering. "Noah- Noah just give me a bit" she says, looking back up at me.

"Do you still love him? Are you still in love with him?" I asked, trying not to sound as hurt I was. But fuck! I was hurt. Feeling like I was being tormented by my own emotions. "No. I don't love him anymore. I'm not in love with him" she spoke, her hand caressing my cheek. I let out a relieved exhale. "What does that mean?" I asked, making her look away. "I need time" she mumbled. I momentarily closed my eyes before inhaling. "Tsk.... Yeah okay" I mumbled, turning around and getting into my car......

2 days later.

I've been going home late and leaving early to avoid Mason. Shit, and even Dani. It's clear she hasn't talked to him, it's clear she hasn't said a fucking word to him. I felt hopeless, and anxious. I've been waiting for her to break up with him. But what if she doesn't? What if she loves him and stays with him?

I groaned out loud as I sat in car, that was parking in front of campus. I think overall, I'm scared. Scared because I'm in love with her. Scared that she doesn't feel the same. I inhaled, quickly trying to get myself together. I got out of my car and headed to class. I slumped into a chair next to Desiree and Zoe. I quickly immersed myself in the lesson.

A bit later and we're all walking to our next classes. "Noah, you okay?" Desiree asks looking worried. "I'm fine" I claimed, a weak smile on my face. "Anything I can help you with" Zoe winked. Desiree nudged her then turned her attention back to me. "You sure?" Desiree says. "I'm good. Promise" I claimed, this time trying to project a real smile onto my face. Desiree sighed and shrugged. "Okay, well my class is this way. Bye!" She waved, walking in the opposite direction. "See you later" Zoe says, walking away. I then went to class.

Sometime later and I attended all my classes for the day. I wanted to pick up my phone and call Dani, but she'll probably call me right? "Gosh I need a smoke" I exhaled. I hadn't smoked since Dani said I should stop. I went to the smoking area. And instead of calming my nerves like I wanted. I only felt a wave of sadness and pain.

I see Dani and Mason kissing. His arm around her waist, his other hand on her face. Her hands pressed onto his chest. "So she wants to be with him" I mumbled, my voice cracking. I turned around and headed to our apartment.

I walked in and see Zoe on the couch. She stood up and walked over to me. "Desiree told come pick up some earrings Dani borrowed. Do you happen to know where they are?" She groaned. I couldn't even pay attention to what she was saying. All I could think about was Dani and Mason. I impulsively crashed my lips onto Zoe's. Wanting to feel something other than misery. She quickly began to kiss me back. We then stumbled into my bedroom.