Noah's p.o.v
"Ell!" I say shocked as she quickly ran out of the room. Fuck, fuck, fuck! I moved Zoe off of me and quickly got up. "Noah" she says sounding annoyed. "You have to go" I tell her. "I know it's awkward getting walked in on while having sex. But can't we finish first" she says. "No" I say throwing her clothes to her. "I shouldn't have- I shouldn't have done this in the first place" I state. Dani seen me. She probably hates me now. Fuck what is wrong with me.
"Noah" Zoe groaned as I quickly got dressed. I ignored her and quickly left the apartment not even waiting for her to leave. I went into the elevator, going down to the garage. Dani's car wasn't parked anywhere. I pulled out my phone and called her. Only for it to go to voicemail. I repeatedly called her and every time it went to voicemail. I crouched down, gripping onto my phone. "Fuck I messed up" I mumbled.
A few hours passed and Dani hasn't came back yet. I looked everywhere and couldn't find her. I was getting worried. I eventually went back to the apartment and waited for her. The door creaked open with Dani walking though it. I quickly stood up off the couch.
"Dani" I said as she just looked at me. I scanned her appearance. Her eyes were slightly red and puffy. Her cheeks stained with tears. Gosh what did I do? She inhaled before going into her room and coming back out with a bag. "Where are you going?" I questioned, my voice low as I didn't have a right to ask her that.
She scoffed a bit before replying. "I'm not going to stay here with you and Mason. I can't go over to Desiree's because Zoe will be there. So I'm going to spend the night, or a few nights over Luke's" she answered. I sighed. "I'm sorry" I genuinely told her, my voice cracking. She looked up trying to hold in tears.
"You know I broke up with him" she tells me, her voice low. My eyes slightly widened. She broke up with him. I thought she chose him. Fuck! And I went and had sex with Zoe. "I didn't know you- I thought you still loved him and wanted to stay with him" I tell her. "Well I don't. I wanted to be with you" she dryly states.
Wanted? "And now?" I asked, my voice low because I honestly was scared of her answer. I know I fucked up! She shifted her weight. She then began walking towards the door. I gently grabbed her hand and stopped her. She turned to me with watery eyes. Fuck, knowing I caused that wounded look in her eyes makes me hate myself even more. "Ell I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I never wanna be the reason you're in pain. I wasn't thinking" I tell her, moving my hand to her face. As few tears left her eyes. I hate that I did this to her.
She momentarily shut her eyes, and turned her head away from me. She sucked in a shaky breath before meeting my gaze. "Was I a game? Did you wanna see if you could get with a girl who had a boyfriend? Did you want a challenge?" She questioned, a weak smile on her face, her voice cracking filled with pain. "No, of course not" I tell her, completely serious. Both my hands on her cheeks, her hands wrapped around my wrist. "Stop it" she mumbled, redirecting her watery gaze, slightly pulling my hands away.
"I love you" I tell her genuinely. She sucked in a shaky breath before speaking. Tears now flowing from her eyes. Its killing me seeing the pain in her eyes, the tears streaming down her face, her shaking voice. All of it inflicted because of me. Because of my actions. "Dani I'm hopelessly in love with you. I regret what I did, I regret hurting you" I tell her, my thumbs stroking her cheeks.
"I love you too" she whispered though her tears. I was so relieved to hear her say those words. Ecstatic that she felt the same. But I was still anxious and worried that she'll never forgive me. I know I'm being selfish for needing her to forgive me. I leaned down and rested my forehead on hers, nuzzling my nose against hers.
"But it.... It hurts so fucking much to be in love with you right now" she tells me, her eyes watering. "I know......and I'll work for your forgiveness" I tell her, scanning her face. "You shouldn't have to work for anything. It's not like I didn't have a boyfriend not to long ago" she states. "Does that mean you forgive me?" I cautiously asked. "I want too. I really do, but I-" she mumbled, her voice cracking. "What the fuck!" Someone says.
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Romance"It's fucked up I wanna kiss you huh" I whisper, looking at her lips. With her back against the wall, my body inches away from hers. "Noah, stop, we can't" she says, diverting her eyes. As she pressed her hands on my chest, pushing me away. I placed...