THE WRITE PILL TO LOVE

LUSEX

Has I lay here open and nude,
My body awaits you to
walk in And rule
Me rude.

The droplets of rain
lays me down Slowly,
Squeezing my waist
Strong and boldly.

Hands caress my flesh,
Lust in mind,
Feeling you over shadow me with
Muscles and grind.

The softness of your face,
Expression begging for me to
Be embraced,
Kisses envelop my lips, swollen
Pink,
Praying you'd catch me
For it is in this illusion I sink.
Warm pecks collar
My neck,painting a familiar bruise.
I shiver has you move
Lower,
Heavy breaths filling the room
Colder.

And then you paused

Watching you rip away your
Clothes,
Suit coat,lose tie,unbuttoned
Shirt,
Exposing your body perfectly
Shaped.
Bitting my lips as you begin to
Look at me with
Brown eyes fading red.
While unbuckling your belt,
Trying not to touch myself.

Your bear skin touches mine,
I close my eyes as
I hear you whisper in my ear,
Breath by breath
The words "lord,what gold to find,
No need to hide tonight".

My breathing becomes
Soundless,
For in the swirling vortex of 
cigarette Smoke,
Our passions unfold,
A slow burning fire that perfumes,
Yet never fades to cold.
Within every kiss,a promise of being
One is made.

Under the dark midnight,
We find our solace and our pain,
A love so fierce which
Threatens to consume us whole,
Like a wildfire's blaze.
Yet in the embers of our hearts,
A dim glow remains,
A love that's worth the risk,
The burn,the scars,the sweet,
Sweet shame.

Two silhouettes raising before
The sun's rays.

dreams seem
Surreal to me.
Wishes feel like the
Bitter sweet turmoil,
Running deep down within
Me.
Pondering drifts a part
Of me,far and lonely.
Wandering gets me in trouble,
Untruthful and discret.
Words piercing
The ear, lies and deceit.

Why smile and say,
"I missed you"
If  you're heading back to her.