THE WRITE PILL TO LOVE

18th SORROW STREET

I'm missing you more
Then just a friend 
I'm missing you more
Then the amount
Of times a secret crush
Wrote a letter in
Love which they never
Sent,
Or vodka and weed
Smoked my heart to feel
Mend.

I'm missing you more
Then you will
Ever know,even
Though I'm fully aware
Of you needing me
To leave you alone.

I consider myself to be smart,
But for the life of me
I can't seem to Express this
Emotion,you've sewed my body with
Because I'm not breaking
To the core,
However my stitches never healed
Causing me to feel sore.

Respecting your boundaries
Is kinda one of
The things that weakens me,
this was meant to
Be a secret one that I can no
Longer keep...
I'm in desperate need of texting
You but I just hold back,
Seeing your name,
As I browse through my chats,

Triggers my feet for now
I'm running
Another lap on confusions
Track....

I'M MISSING YOU MORE
THEN JUST A FRIEND,
KINDA LIKE A BROTHER,
NOW I'M WONDERING MAYBE
LIKE A LOVER.