THE WRITE PILL TO LOVE

MESSAGE TO THE OPERATOR:

You see I don't think
You understand,
from the moment
I felt you staring,
I pulled away and hid
Myself,
Ignoring the fact that you're
Someone that's
Loving and caring.

I wondered if gazing
Is something  that you often do,
Pondering into another
World while escaping
My friends,
How was I supposed to know
That I would fall for you
In the end.

You see I don't think
You understand,
Whenever you came around
My heart pounded
As your feet moved closer to
The ground.

I thought I could keep
This secret to myself,
But as each day went by,
My love grew stronger ,
I told the whole world
How I feel bout you.
I'm sorry i couldn't hold it in
Much longer.
How was i posed to know
About your affair
That was planned and set out to
CRUSH me.

Oh yeah that's right
CRUSH,
At least that's what I
Thought I had for you,
How was any of us supposed
To knew that this
Would turn out bad for
You.

I'm sorry I didn't know
Gay crushes on straights
Cause harm,
Had I known that
I wouldn't have convinced
Myself  to open up
And be calm.

You see I don't think
You understand,
Maybe we are different,
I mean weren't
Opposites meant to attract.
That got me thinkin'
Maybe we were the same,
You just wasn't ready
To change your own
Game.

The distance doesn't
Mean I moved on.
That's a whole nother topic,
You and I would have
Made the perfect biopic.

You see I don't think
You seem to understand,
how crazy you make
Me,
I chased after you so much,
I find my heart being
Lazy and placed on a
Clutch.

Now my boyfriend suspects
I'm cheating
Cause I can't give him all
Of my heart,
He loves me so much,
I hope him and I
Never depart.

God knows,
I hate to lie about
Me being afraid to give
Love another try,
Now I sit by the phone
And cry.

no not again,
Guess I dialed
The operator.......