Dear Friend (ATEEZ X Yeosang)

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Mingi's POV

My hands were shaking as I catch Yeosang's limp body. Yeosang's eyes were closed no matter how many times I call out his name, my voice louder each time. Yet no response from him. I took a glimpse at his face, my heartbeat rapidly beating as soon as I saw his blood vessels stood out around his forehead and jawline.

He was so pale.

I almost couldn't recognize him.

Realizing the situation we were in, I laid him down softly on the floor, running to get a bottle of water from the kitchen.

I poured some of the water on my hand and rubbed it on Yeosang's face multiple times.

"YEOSANG-AH!! KANG YEO SANG!! PLEASE WAKE UP PLEASE!! I cried my heart out.

What should I do?

I checked his pulse with my trembling hands. I was so scared. Putting my two fingers on his neck, feeling his slow heartbeat on the tip of my fingers made me sighed in relief.

He's still here.

Yes, he's still breathing. And he's here with me.

Panicking at the back of my mind, I took out my phone from inside my pocket and type as fast as I can in our group chat.

Me: EVERYONE FASTER COME TO YEOSANG'S ROOM NOW!!!! PLEASE BE QUICK!!

I cried as soon as I finished typing.

"Yeosang-ah, pleaseee" I sobbed, holding him inside my arms again. The way his neck lulled to the other side when I'm holding him made my fear worsen.

Not even a minute passed by, almost all the members were here. Their breathless look tells me that they were running here as fast as they could.

"What happened?!" Hongjoong was the first one to ask.

The other members were still looking at unconscious Yeosang with a frightened and fearful expression.

"H-he was having a panic attack, I think.... I-I t-tried to help him, but I-I don't know what to do" I cried out, pulling him closer to my chest.

"I'm calling 112 now" Jongho said, his voice shaking.

It feels like the time was in slow motion as we found ourselves outside the emergency room waiting for Yeosang.

How can we be like this?

What made us like this?

My tears fell down again thinking where did it all go wrong. I just know at some point, all the promises we made with each other were forgotten as years passed by. We promised to stay strong together. We always did.

What happened to us now?

"How is he, doctor?" I came back to my sense as soon as I heard Hongjoong's voice.

We all stood up and change our focus to the doctor.

"It appears that the patient has experiencing a distress or traumatic events that led to his panic attack" the doctor explained to us.

"All tests has come out normal, except he had a fever and mild dehydration"

"As soon as he wakes up, he can be discharged right away, but please be careful not to put him in a stressful situation as it will affect his mental health" the doctor finished.

We all thanked the doctor repeatedly.

As soon as Yeosang was moved to a VIP room, all of us stay inside, waiting for him to open his eyes.