His Guardian Angel

(ch- 2) Who I Am😏

I am sitting in the same room and I am continuesly watching him from the last two hours.. Well actually me usse pure din hi dekhta hu... Aur usse aabhi aese dekhkar mera dil bhi uddas ha... He is silentely sobbing ... And feels broken...

Yes.. I am talking about my other half.. My Ishan....Yes, you heard it right.. Ishan kishan... The pocket dynamo .. The ball of sunshine.. The prankster .. The laughing machine.. The innocent kid.. The Ict wicket keeper and batsman... My baby.. Mera Ish..

Jabse me officially uski jindagi me aaya hu tabse usse dekhkar mera bhi din khushiyo se bhara rehta ha..dil khush rehta ha.. Ek sukoon sa rehta ha mere aandar..

Ha toh me keh raha tha ki... Ishan and i are connected... I am his soul... His protective angel... Me hamesha se Ishan ke sath nhi tha.. I came for him from heaven just a year ago.. But I am watching him from above since his birth.. It is my duty to protect him till his death... But i also had my limitations like

1 ) I can never go in front of him directly until unless very necessary

2 ) I can never help him directly until unless very necessary

3 ) I can't use my powers on him or around him for his happiness or because he or i want it for fun until unless very necessary

4 ) I can use my powers in only extreme conditions like death or serious injuries kind

5 ) I can only tell him what is wrong and what is right.. But I can never force him to follow my commands

6 ) He is my other half but i can not talk to him directly... So i always talk to him through mind link..

For eg - He wants to buy some shoes... But usse samj nhi aa raha ha ki White shoes le ya Black..
Toh aab me directly uske saamne jaakar toh nhi bolunga ki " Hello Ishan.. Black shoes lelo "... But iski jange me kya karunga ki me subconscious thought daalunga uske dimak me ki aagar black shoes loge to isse ye faydda hoga or ye nuksaan or white shoes se ye ho saktta ha.. Me usse duniya bhar ke ideas dunga and comparison karaunga.. But i can't force him ki vo kya Choose kare because as usual it is against the rules...
Toh last me jo bhi uska dil faisla lega vo mujhe bhi manjuur hoga... Or me uske decision ko support bhi karunga..

Kher me aab bhi Ishan ko hi dekh raha hu... Aaj vo zarurat se jaada hi dukhi ha but mujhse zada aache se kise paatta hoga ki vo kitna tutta hua ha.. Vo duniya se sabkuch chipa saktta ha par mujhse nhi..

Mujhe uski raag raag ka patta ha.. Duniya ke saamne aese banega ki usse jada khush insaan toh koi ha hi nhi par aasliyat to bilkul alag ha.. Pura din sabko hassata firega par aakele me subak subak kar roega.. Duniya ke dukh suunega or samjega par aapne dukh kisi ko nhi bataega.. Usse aese dekhkar toh mera maan karta ha ki is duniya ko aag laaga du or leke chalu Ishan ko sabse duur..

Ishan chup chap aapne room ke ek corner me baitha ha.. Usse dekhkar koi bhi keh sakta ha ki usne jese jeene ki aas hi chodh di ha... Usse aese dekhkar i feel so vulnerable and helpless right now... I want to do something but uski marzi ke bina me kuch nhi kar sakta.. Because he is my owner and i can't force him also..

Ishan ko aesa dekh raha hu or chahkar bhi kuch nhi kar paane ki vaje se mujhe aesa laag raha ha ki kisi ne mere hath paer bandh dia ho or mujhe utha ke pani me fenk dia ho or me chah kar bhi khudko baccha nhi paa raha hu.. Or bas dubbe ja raha hu panni me.. Dheere dheere jese saanse ruuk rahi ho Meri or Ishan ki..

Uske dhuki hone ki vaje na toh uska carrier ha.. Na hi uski family.. Na hi uska koi relationship because he is single right now

Uska carrier bhot aacha chal raha ha... Family bhi har chiz me bhot support karti ha.. Dost bhi sab bhot aache ha.. Matlab kisi chiz ki kammi hi nhi ha..

Par fir bhi ek akelapaan lagtta ha usse har paal.. Har paal uska dil akela rehtta ha or kisi ki taalash rehti ha uski aankho ko.. Har waqt uski saanse bas ek shaqs ka naam leti ha jisse me bilkul pasand nhi karta.. I hate that person from depth of my heart because usne koi kammi nhi chodh rakhi ha mere Ishan ki zindagi ko narak banane me.. Mera maan toh kabhi kabar aesa karta ha ki jau us kaamine ke paas or jaakar uski haddiya tod du maar maarke.. Par har baar Ishan ka khayal aa jaata ha dil me or rok letta hu khuko usko jaan se maarne se ...

Vo kaamina kutta har waqt har baar hazzaro baar jaan bhujkaar uske dil ke tukde kar raha hota ha or me duur se chup chap dekhtta rehta hu...

Ha to aap soch rahe honge ki vo kaamina kutta insaan ha kon... Vo ha kon jisne mere Ishan ki aesi haalat kar rakhi ha... To me bata du ki Ishan ki is haalat ke piche or koi nhi balki uska sabse aacha dost 'Shubhman gill ' ha.. 🤨.. maarega ye aadmi ek din mere hath se🔪🔪🔪🔪

Hanji aapne bilkul sahi suuna.. Uska best friend hi ha jisne Ishan ko itna mentally and emotionally pareshan kar rakha ha.. Or aagar Ishan pareshan ha to me toh automatically pareshan hua na.. Because i am connected to him.. Toh uske haar ek emotion ko me bhi vese hi feel karta hu jessa Ishan feel karta ha haar baar.. I feel the same intensity of emotions like he used to feel everytime when that mother fucker hurt him...

Oh sorry.. Me toh bhul hi gaya aapko aapna introduction dena.. Mera naam ha NEHAL ... Or me hu Ishan ka guardian angel.. Yes aapne bilkul sahi suuna ha.. I am a guardian angel that comes from heaven only for my " Ishu kishu" .. Toh me dikhta kesa hu zara aap bhi dekhlo and Koi mujhe nazar nhi laagega.. I know i am handsome 😘

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So hello my babies.. kesa lagi new story.. Please let me know.. And please don't forget to vote and comments .. See you in next chapter.. 😘😘😘😘😘😘