His Guardian Angel

(ch- 39) Nehal's thoughts

Morning :-

Its almost 7.. And Ishan is sleeping so peacefully on Nehal's chest... He is looking like a real angel.. So beautiful and adorable.. Right now he is looking like a delicate flower.. A true sleeping beauty.. Jisne Nehal ke dil ko aapne kaabu me kar rakha ha.. Bina kuch kia bhi Nehal ko aapne jaadu se deewana kar rakha ha.. Ek aesa deewana jo kabhi kisi ne nhi dekha hoga.. Kyunki ye deewana sach me pagal ha aapne pyar ke lia..

Ishan magical aura wrapped a real angel,our Nehal around his fingers.. Aur khushi ki baat toh ye ha ki hamara Nehal badi khushi ke sath ye baat accept bhi karta ha

Ishan aabhi kuch nhi kaar raha ha.. Baas chup chap so raha ha fir bhi Ishan ke jaadu aab bhi yunhi barkarar ha tabhi toh hamara deewana Nehal saari raat se baas is pyari si sleeping beauty ko hi dekhe ja raha ha.. Vo kitna hi dekh le aapne Ishan ko uska maan hi nhi bharta jesa..

Ishan ke paas aate hi uski nind aur chain saab udd jaate ha or vo jese madhosh sa ho jaata ha.. Kho jaata ha Ishan ke roop ke jaadu me.. Uske nakhro me.. Uski aadao me.. Uski ghayal kar dene vali nigahoon me.. Uski pyari pyari honey jesi baatao me..

Nehal ko Ishan itna pasand ha ki usse koi kaami hi nhi laggti ha Ishan me.. Uske according toh Ishan flawless human ha... Siir se lekar paon tak baas khubiya hi khubiya.. Vo haar roj uper vale ka shukriya karta ha ki kitni fursat me usne Ishan ko banaya ha Nehal ke lia.. Matlab Nehal ke according koi itna pyara or masoom kese ho sakta ha..

Nehal is gently ruffling his hairs , caresses his back and draws some random patterns on his back (actually writing Ishan's name again and again) ... And lost in Ishan's hypnotizing thoughts..

Nehal (thinking in mind) - kya kar dia ha thumne mujhe aesa..

Batao na..

Angel toh me hu or jaadu thumne kar rakha ha mujpaar.. Ya nainsaafi nhi ha thodi mere sath.. Bolo na

Jaan se maarne ka irada ha kya mujhe..Kyunki jis tarike se tum mujhe dekhte ho na in nashili nigaon se.. Aese me toh kisi din meri saanse hi ruk jaingi..

Jo thumari ye zhuki zhuki nazre ha ye koi khata karvaingi mujhse kisi din.. Jab bhi ye thumari nazre sharmaake uthtti ha aur mujpe aakar aatak jaati ha na toh jese dil ki dhadkan hi ruk jaati ha.. Saanse vahi tham jaati ha.. Dimak kaam Karna band kar deta ha.. Sudh bhudh kho deta hu me aapni..

Koi toh pakka kala jaadu kiya ha thumne mujpaar.. Yunhi thumare lia pagal toh nhi hua me.. Aaj tak pata nhi kitne logo ka guardian angel bana tha in hazzaro saalo me.. Par ye aankhe baas tumpaar aakar hi aatak gai..

Sach kahu toh mene shuru me bhot koshish ki. Ki rok lu khud ko barbaad hone se thumare pyar me.. Par thumari masumiyaat ne meri saari koshishon paar haar baar paani fera ha.. Or fir dheere dheere mujhe bhi yu roz thoda thoda thumare lia maarne me maza aane laaga..

Pata ha mujhe ki aasan nhi hoga thume paana.. Barbaad ho sakta hu thumare lia.. Par fir bhi aab soch ke hi aacha lagta ha ki me aapne Ishan ke lia hi toh barbaad hone ke lia aaya hu.. Or har ek din ke sath vahi toh ho raha ha mere sath .. Roz jaan bhujkar ek kadam aage bhada deta hu aapni barbaadi ki aur.. Paar har dard manjuur ha mujhe aagar aakir me tum mil jao toh.. Baas thumara sath mil jae aakhir me.. Bas isi ummid me jee raha hu