(ch -42) Without Him

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Next morning :-

Ishan ki aab aankhe khulti ha and vo dekhtta ha ki Nehal kahi bhi nhi dikh raha ha room me usse.. Now he started calling him ki shayad "shayad" usse vapis jawab mil Jae

Ishan - Nehal... (calling him with so much hope)

no reply ......

Ishan - Nehal (still hoping)

Still no reply ...

Ishan try to call him so many times but koi fayda nhi ho raha.. After continously calling him for like 15 minutes.. He is emotionally feeling so low, vulnerable and drained .. He just wants to see his Nehal.. He want to hug him.. He just want to touch him.. He want to hide himself in his protective arms.. He just wanted to feel safe.. He want his Nehal back

At one point.. Ishan is crying and sobbing badly

Ishan ( with shuttering voice) - kyu kar rahe ho aap ye sab.. kya kiya ha mene aesa.. Please don't so this... Please don't hurt your Ishan.. Please come back na..

I know you can hear me.. I know you are here.. I can feel you.. My heart can feel your presence.. I know you are watching me..

Just look at me na how lonely i am feeling without you.. I am craving for your touches.. Your every touch ease my pain.. Your sweet talks made me happy.. Please don't do this to me.. I am begging you.. Please come back.. Pleaseee

Just hear my heartbeats,they are calling you.. Please baby come to your Ishan na.. pleaseee (with shuttering and badly sobbing)

Vahi ussi room me Nehal chup chap ek konne me baitha ha jaamin paar.. Or baas Ishan ko hi dekhe ja raha ha.. Ishan ke haar ek aansu ke sath uska dil tut raha ha.. Usse nhi dekha ja raha ki kese uska Ishan uske lia tadap raha ha.. Kese vo bebaas hokkar baas usse hi bula raha ha.. Kese vo uske ek touch ke lia tadap raha ha

Vo aapne Ishan ke paas jaana chhata ha.. Usse galle lagakar batana chhata ha ki vo kitna pyar karta ha usse.. Kya kar sakta ha vo uske lia.. Paar vo aesa aabhi nhi kar sakta.. Kyunki vo aagar aabhi gaya toh ye silsila yunhi chalta rahega.. Aur baar baar har baar vo aakhir me lotkar Ishan ke paas hi aaiga aur usse firse dard dekaar chala jaiga. Islia aabhi usse duur rehna hi padega Ishan se.. Yahi sahi ha Ishan Ke lia bhi

Ha shuru me usse thodi taklif hogi Nehal se duur rehne me.. Par vo seekh jaiga dheere dheere.. Isi me Ishan ki bhalai ha..

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At breakfast table :-

Ishan baas chup chap apna breakfast kar raha ha... Uska jesse aas paas ki baato paar dhyan hi nhi ha.. Ek alag si sadness ha uske face paar.. But he try to cover that up with a fake smile.. But vo sabko bevakuuf bana sakta ha is fake smile se par Abhishek ko nhi.. Usse sab samj aa raha ba or dikh bhi raha ha..

Rohit - arre Ishan.. Me thume batana hi bhul gaya ki Nehal kuch dinno ke lia bhar gaya hua ha aapne kuch personal kaam se and vo keh raha tha ki vo thumara official work vagera vahi se handle kar lega toh thume aapne kaam ko lekar chinta karne ki zarurat nhi ha.. Tum baas aane vali Newland series ki practice paar dhyan do

Ishan - ji bhaiya..

Ishan ka sir aab bhi niche hi ha.. He is trying to hide his tears jo kabhi bhi uske khubsuurat aankho se nikal sakte ha.. Haar ek paal ke sath uska khud paar control kho raha ha.. Aesa laagta ha ki baas ek chota sa push aur vo aab baas fuut fuutkar ronne lagega

Abhishek is also there sitting at breakfast table.. And Ishan ko aese dekhkaar jesse uska dil bhi uddas ho gaya ha..vo kuch kehna chhat ha.. Paar aabhi sahi time nhi ha.. Toh vo baas chup chap aaona breakfast karta ha...

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Mindlink call between Abhishek, Nehal and Dev :-

Abhishek - kaha h tu.. (asks angrily)

Nehal - .....

Abhishek - tujhse baat kar raha hu me..

Nehal - vo tk h na..??

Abhishek - tujhe sab patta ha.. Fir bhi ye puch raha ha.. (shouting)

Nehal - please sambhal le usse aabhi.. Pleaseee (sobbing badly)

Abhishek - just come back right now.. (try to say politely but still feels so angry)

Nehal - tujhe pata ha ki me kyu duur hu..

Abhishek - i don't give a fuck.. Jitna dard tu usse paas aakar nhi dega na usse jadda dard tu usse duur jaakar de raha ha.. Mere saamne baitha ha Ishan aabhi.. Khana tak nhi uttar raha ha uske gaalle se niche.. Uska aesa uddas chera mujhse toh nhi dekha ja raha.. Kabhi bhi uska emotional breakdown ho sakta ha.. He is looking so vulnerable right now..

Dev - me bhi isko yahi bol chuka hu aab tak haazar baar.. Kal raat se baas aese hi roe ja raha ha yaha par..

Abhishek - toh tere sath ha ye.. Isko bol ki aabhi ke aabhi Ishan ke paas aae.. Vo bichara tadap raha ha yaha

Dev - iska dimak kharab ho chuka ha.. Nhi suun raha ha ye meri.. He even started hurting himself.. Vo toh shukar ha ki hum angels ha or hamari healing power aachi ha. Islia kuch hi minutes me hum completely heel ho jaate ha.. Varna aagar hum insaan hotte na toh aab tak ye kabka maar chuka hotta..

Abhishek - Nehal tu pagal ho gaya ha kya.. Stop doing this yaar... Just come back to you Ishan.. Fir sab tk ho jaiga.. Because i know that you are dying there to touch your Ishan.. To feel him in your arms.. So just come dude..

Dev - kuch nhi bolega aab ye.. Aab bhi yahi baitha ha aur tabse baas Ishan ki picture ko hi dekhe ja raha ha

Abhishek - mujhe iska ab samj nhi aa raha ha.. We both know that how much he is obsessed with Ishan.. Like he had a whole house that is completely filled with only Ishan's photos.. How he always wished to touch Ishan just once from last 24 years.. How much he wished ki Ishan bhi usse pyar ki nazro se dekhe.. How he always talks about only his Ishan all the time .. How he always wished ki Ishan uska ho jae... Or jab aaj ye sab ho raha ha toh ye usse duur jaane ki baat kar raha ha..

Dev - holy fuck...

Abhishek - aab kya kiya isne..

Dev - he is fucking writing Ishan's name on his wrist with the broken sharp glass of Ishan's photo frame which he is holding just few seconds ago..

Abhishek - kya karu me iska.. Tu rok is paagal aashique ko.. Aa raha hu me bhi vaha kuch der me..

Dev - just come fast.. Because ye sach me aab pagal ho chuka ha.. He already destroyed my whole house ..

Abhishek - i Will be there in few minutes..
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Disconnected mindlink ------



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