When You're Gone

4 - before you get mad at me

Before you get mad at me,
Before you find the nastiest things to say to me,
Ghost me and talk bad about me,
Hop in my little shoes and lets watch a movie.

What theme will it be?
Let's watch about me
My life is full of history,
Love, and misery
I want you to understand me
You don't have to hear my stories,
Cause the tears I had shed through the movie will speak
And if you question "why?" For a scene,
I'd have to say "I have my reasons."

You love summer in the tropical seasons,
And I love winter in the dry seasons,
You love the humidity and the warmness of the sunshine on your skin,
While I long for the cold rush of air on my face while I'm running.
I don't know what is it that makes you believe that we're made to be,
You'd never be mad at me,
I know that, I never expected you to be.

Time clicks the clock,
And through the night we talked
And I'm blurring my mind with sleep again
You told me, every time, that I can't continue to pretend
But what could I do?
The pressure is killing me and I need a second plan
And where else do I turn to if I will never have a hold of your hand.

We would meet again,
And not be able to say hi.
Eyes facing each other,
But your heart is lying.
Our heads turn elsewhere to wonder,
As if love is something you can buy.

But before you get mad at me,
Before leading you on,
I haven't fully abandoned you.
And I'll be waiting for you.
We will see.