Chapter Fourteen: Distant Echoes

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The next few weeks were a slow unravelling of routine and reflection. Elena, true to her promise to Sophie, stopped waiting—at least, she tried to. She buried herself in her studies, joined a few campus clubs she had always meant to try, and spent more time with friends she had unintentionally neglected in the whirlwind of her feelings for Ivy. Life moved forward, even if the echoes of Ivy's absence still lingered in the back of her mind.

It was a Thursday afternoon, and Elena found herself walking across campus, the autumn leaves crunching beneath her boots. The air was crisp, carrying the scent of rain that hadn't yet fallen. She was headed to the art building, a place she hadn't visited much since her freshman year, but today was different. Sophie had invited her to an open studio event, and despite her nerves, Elena had agreed to come.

As she pushed open the heavy wooden doors of the building, the smell of paint and clay hit her immediately. There was something comforting about the chaos of it all—students sprawled on the floor, working on sketches or molding figures out of clay, the low hum of conversation and music blending together in the background. Sophie was at the far end of the room, already waving Elena over.

"Hey, you made it!" Sophie grinned, wiping her hands on a paint-splattered apron. "I wasn't sure you'd come."

Elena shrugged, smiling back. "I needed a break from studying. Plus, I'm curious. I haven't been here in ages."

Sophie's eyes gleamed. "You're in for a treat. There are some insanely talented people here today. You ever dabble in painting?"

"Not since elementary school," Elena admitted, laughing. "I'm more of a spectator."

Sophie chuckled and led her over to one of the canvases she had been working on. It was abstract, a swirling mix of dark blues and purples, with streaks of gold cutting through the chaos like lightning. Elena couldn't help but admire it, even though she wasn't entirely sure what she was looking at.

"This is amazing," she said honestly.

Sophie shrugged, but there was pride in her smile. "It's a work in progress. I like working with colours more than trying to make something recognizable. Feels more... free, you know?"

Elena nodded, though she wasn't sure she could fully grasp the artistry behind it. Still, it was nice to see Sophie in her element, so at ease with herself. For a moment, Elena envied that.

They spent the next hour wandering through the studio together, admiring other students' work and making small talk. Elena found herself genuinely enjoying the distraction, the creative energy around her pulling her out of the fog she'd been living in. But even as she relaxed, a small part of her mind remained tethered to Ivy, to the unanswered questions that still hung between them.

It wasn't until later, when the crowd began to thin and the evening grew darker, that the weight of it all started to creep back in.

Sophie had left her for a moment to grab something from another room, and Elena found herself standing alone near one of the larger windows that overlooked the courtyard. She hadn't realized how much she had missed this—being around people, feeling connected to something bigger than her own problems. But as much as she tried to move forward, she couldn't help but wonder what Ivy was doing, if she was thinking about her, too.

She pulled out her phone, her fingers hovering over Ivy's name in her contacts. They hadn't spoken since that night, and every time Elena thought about reaching out, something held her back. Fear, maybe. Or pride. Or maybe she just didn't know what she'd say if Ivy answered.

Before she could decide, the studio door creaked open behind her, and Elena turned to see Ivy standing there as if summoned by her thoughts.

For a moment, Elena froze, her breath catching in her throat. Ivy looked the same and yet different, somehow. Her hair was a little shorter, her clothes more rumpled than usual, but it was the look in her eyes that struck Elena the most—there was a weariness there, a vulnerability that hadn't been present before.

"Elena," Ivy said softly, her voice barely above a whisper.

"Ivy," Elena replied, equally unsure.

For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The air between them felt thick, charged with everything they hadn't said, with everything they had left unresolved. Elena's heart pounded in her chest, her mind racing with a thousand questions, but she didn't know where to begin.

Finally, Ivy took a step closer, her hands buried in her pockets. "I didn't know you'd be here."

"Sophie invited me," Elena said, her voice steadier than she felt.

Ivy nodded, glancing around the room as if searching for something to ground herself. "I've been meaning to talk to you. I just... didn't know how."

Elena bit her lip, her fingers tightening around her phone. "We've both been... avoiding things, I guess."

Ivy met her gaze, her eyes searching Elena's face for a long moment. "Yeah. I guess we have."

Silence stretched between them again, but this time it felt different. There was a softness to it, an understanding that hadn't been there before. Maybe it was the time apart, or maybe they were both just tired of pretending that everything was fine.

"I'm sorry," Ivy said suddenly, her voice breaking the quiet. "For everything. For pulling away, for not being honest about what I was feeling. I've been scared, and I know that's not an excuse, but it's the truth."

Elena's chest tightened, a mixture of relief and sadness washing over her. She had waited so long to hear Ivy say those words, but now that they were here, they felt bittersweet.

"I was scared too," Elena admitted, her voice soft. "I didn't want to lose you, but I didn't know how to hold on without hurting myself in the process."

Ivy took another step closer, her eyes filled with something Elena couldn't quite place—regret, maybe, or hope. "I don't want to hurt you. I never did."

"I know," Elena whispered. "But it still happened."

They stood there, the weight of their shared history pressing down on them. Neither of them knew what to say, what came next. There was too much between them, too much pain, too many unspoken words, and yet there was also love—buried beneath it all, still there, still real.

"I miss you," Ivy said quietly, her voice trembling with the weight of the confession. "I miss us."

Elena felt her heart clench at the words. She missed Ivy too—so much it hurt. But missing someone wasn't always enough. Not when trust had been broken, not when fear still lingered between them like a shadow.

"I miss you too," Elena admitted, her voice breaking. "But I don't know if we can go back to the way things were."

Ivy nodded, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. "I don't either. But maybe... maybe we don't have to."

Elena looked at her, confused. "What do you mean?"

"Maybe we can start over," Ivy said, her voice barely above a whisper. "Maybe we can try again, but this time, we're honest with each other. About everything."

Elena's heart raced, her mind spinning with the possibility. Could they really start over? Could they rebuild what had been broken, or was it too late?

For a long moment, she didn't say anything, the weight of the decision pressing down on her. But as she looked into Ivy's eyes, she saw something she hadn't seen in a long time—hope.

And maybe that was enough.

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