Poems of a Life..

I'm Fine..

People saw my story on Instagram,

But they don't know my story in real life,

They think I'm happy when I say "I'm fine!"

Responding to their "are you okay?"

I don't write this for them, I just want to know,

If I'm one of them or just don't deserve this words..

You know, I overthink sometimes but it makes my life more fun..

Erasing the light from my way and letting me laugh in the dark..

People know my story but they don't care,

Because I say that I'm fine when they ask if I'm okay..

I cried because of some people,

Because they don't see the real me..

I think I'm too good to hide those feelings,

But inside I'm dying..

Just know that I'm not writing this in tears,

I'm writing this with a smile,

Which would never disappear..

Because I'm too good for hiding those feelings..

The dark and white sides are just too close..

And yet so far,

I closed my eyes and thought..

That I would be a star,

If I say that I'm not fine..

But I wanna say..

"Faking it till it'll be real, right?

But anyway, all what you want as an answer..

Is that fake "I'm fine"..

The End..

Hi.. how are you? I feel guilty for writing this, but actually I wanna just be that weak girl who needs help and all.. so don't be mad at me if this made your mood bad..