Poems of a Life..

Lonely..

My mom called me "emotionless",

I thought it was okay, it's my mom..

All my friends leaved me,

They said I'm careless..

I loved them, though..

So, my mom yelled at me,

Crying and saying that she..

Would preferred aborting me..

Now with a shaky breath,

A trembling hand..

I'm drawing some tears,

Letting them fall, the long of my arm..

Watching them staining me,

In blood, again and again..

"Self-harm is not good for your well-being"

Damn even the bots are knowing what I'm doing..

Even the bots are feeling my loneliness..

"I miss you-

I miss the young you.."

You said someday,

Someday with a black sky,

Someday with a blue sight..

That gives me the time to breath..

One last time..

Three days ago,

Smiling as I thought,

Finally I could go,

Away from this life..

My third attempt,

Yes, I'm suicidal,

I thought it was my last..

But damn I was wrong,

Again and again I try..

To suppress that feeling,

The feeling of loneliness..

But again and again,

I fail..

But I just wanna close my eyes,

And.. that my rest would forever last..

The end..

Hi.. honestly.. I think it's the more relatable poem that I wrote since the beginning..

Anyway.. I wish you're all good..

Have a nice day / good night..