Poems of a Life..

I loved you..

You were pretty older than me, prettier than me, and happier than me..

You were a light, my sun through the clouds,

It felt like this was going to never end,

But I think it was just a fairy tail,

It hurts to think about what people were thinking about us..

I don't really know if I should forgive you,

I don't really know how I would forget you,

I think I'm pretty lost after loving you,

If you see me someday smiling,

Just know that I'm maybe acting,

I don't wanna be a burden for anyone..

Because I feel like I was one for you..

I didn't deserve you..

I loved you..

You were the most beautiful gift that Allah gave me..

And yet.. now I think that he is the most beautiful gift..

Allah gave me someone, a friend, who's listening to me..

Listening to my pain and my sadness..

I didn't even had to say a lot,

He saw my pain and sadness just through my few words..

I wanted to help him, I did,

But I saw myself being helped by him,

Like, I cried, alone..

Now, I cry, with him..

Like, I was talking, with some unreal voices..

Now, I don't know his voice, but I'm talking to him a lot..

I smile, now, and.. I'm not acting, for once..

Anyway, I loved you, now, I have a friend who loves me, for who I am..

I wish this friendship never ends..

The End..

Heyy!! I wrote another poem! About how I moved on another thing with the help of an online friend, and I really wish our friendship never end..

Thanks for reading and I wish you liked it guys 💕