My Side of the Story Vol. II

289.) Pretend

I feel like all the love has been taken out from me. I knew the poison of the world would drain me eventually. I've honestly given up, no longer looking. All to be ignored, the relationship feels almost imprisoning. All the books, movies, and tv shows lied to me. Waiting entirely too long or jumping in too early. No one really knows what to do really. So we're all kinda just winging it in the end. I don't see the point if everyone just wants to pretend.