My Side of the Story Vol. II

227.) In Time

I want to get to know you, but I'm afraid you'll get to know me. What if you find things that you definitely didn't want to see? You seem like perfection, or rather a work of art. Even your imperfections have stolen my heart. But then I get nervous and start to second guess. Whether I'm making the right moves or making a huge mess. Because I desperately don't want to screw up things. I'd much rather watch the sunset with you on the rooftops of tall buildings. But as the fear sets in like it always does. My mind starts to race for no reason, just because. I hope you accept me, and all the baggage I always carry on my shoulders. But despite it all I want to treat you with chivalry and manners. But to think of things going wrong fills my heart and brain with anxiety. Maybe I guess in time we'll see.