My Side of the Story Vol. II

308.) Catastrophic

I want to go to sleep in a grave tonight, who wants to join me? We can all be in paradise with mommy, you'll see. Existing is hard, I really don't want to anymore. Honestly waking up in the morning feels like a daily war. All of my feelings are nowhere to be seen. I'm left with the voices in my head that tend to be really fucking mean. I'm learning how to heal what's left of my broken heart. The mess is so overwhelming and catastrophic, I don't even know where to start.