His Hidden Wife (MRU #1)

CHAPTER 30

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Ethan POV's

"Bakit ba kasi umiiwas ka? She's already there umalis ka pa?" Sanchez said chuckling.

Kakatapos lang ng meeting ko para sa gaganaping Charity Event this weekend.

"Shut up." I said as I walked.

"Sir, Johanna handed his resignation." Carter said then I stop.

"Why?" Sabi ko turning around facing him.

"She said act of negligence."

I sighed then walked again.

Hinubad ko ang coat ko putting it on my arm. Pag sakay namin ng elevator Sanchez talk to someone in his communication ear piece.

"She's at the lobby Sir."he said. Then press another button.

Everyone greeted us as we walk. Sanchez get my coat and I fixed my turtle neck. I feel like I'm a bit suffocated when I see her. Standing and talking with Johanna.

A smile form in my lips as I saw how sophisticated she is in her outfit.

Her facial expressions look serious and but mad.

Habang papalapit ako sa kanya I feel the same feelings. My chest beats like crazy. I was so afraid that Sanchez and Carter might hear it.

I can still remember how many times I stalked her nang maka bawi ako after two years nang mamamatay ang anak namin.

That moment is like hell for me. Idagdag pa ang addiction ko. I was vomiting everytime and I can't take any food or medication.

It was like two months na ganun ang sistema ko. Can't eat any food. Can't sleep. My whole body is shivering.

There's was no one for me. Just Alex. Walang gabi na hindi ako binangungot every time my Son appear in my dreams.

His tears and Sophia hunted me. Every single night.

I can't even recognize myself at that time. Hindi maka ligo and can't do anything.

All I did is to cry. Magsisi kahit sobrang huli na.

I choose to be alone in that battle. Maybe to suffer more. Para mabawasan ang pagka guilty ko sa nangyari..

I keep blaming myself a million times.

Anxiety, Depression, Detoxification. Lahat lahat nag sabay.

Si Alex ang nag papaligo sakin noon although my body is shivering cause of drugs.

After two months in Malibu Rehab Center. I was like crazy person when I saw a baby boy.

Biglang nanginginig ang katawan ko and again. I vomit.

Paulit ulit na nangyari yun and then Alex hired a psychiatrist for me.

The reason is because I'm stuck in the past and I can't even forgive myself.

Until know I have that kind of Phobia. I was diagnosed having Pedophobia. Afraid of babies.

I can't even look or touch a babies. Pakiramdam ko ay siya Ang anak ko in that cold room.

Pinili kong mag isa cause Sophia needed more support than me. Ako ang may kasalanan kaya ako dapat ang mag suffer.

Biktima siya ng kahiripan. Nang kanyang ama. Then me.