Shivian love story

I need to see her again!

TW: slight mention of ab!se.

Vivian wakes up she goes to check her phone when Jamie comes into the room crying he had a nightmare about Vivian's ex wife Rachel. Vivian rushes out of bed to attends to her 3 year old son in hysterical tears and try's to calm him down.

Vivian's pov-
I wake up and notice it's not even sun rise yet I go to check my phone when I hear a little knock and my door opens and Jamie is stood there hysterically crying "mummy" he manages to get enough breath out to say, I rush over to him and pick him up rubbing his back trying to calm him down. "What's going on sweetheart?" I ask him calmly and try to reassure him. "I-I had a bad dream about Rachel" he says crying even more. Why's he having nightmares about my ex-wife? I ask myself she doesn't see him because of the restraining order I have against her and she's the whole reason why we moved. "Shhh, it's okay sweetie mummy's here" I say rubbing his back to calm him down. His breathing starts to calm down again and he starts falling back asleep in my arms "let's get you back to bed baby you have nursery in the morning". I say as I start walking to the door. "N-no mummy can I sleep with you".he sniffs. It breaks my heart to see him like this. "Of course you can sweetie." I say walking back over to my bed. I check my phone once Jamie is asleep it's 4:00am I have to be up in 2 hours to get him breakfast fast and dressed for nursery and then go to work.

( skip to 6 o'clock)

Vivian's alarm goes off, she wakes up to turn it off and turns over to see Jamie still sleeping. She creeps out of the room to go make breakfast without waking Jamie up her mind wonders off and starts thinking about Siobhan, her beautiful ocean blue eyes, her smile, her hair and how it just falls perfectly onto her shoulders. I need to see her again and talk to her, I need to try help her get out of Roger's grasp. Vivian  thinks to herself. Vivian shakes her thoughts out of her head and focuses on getting Jamie's breakfast ready and going to wake him.

Vivian's pov-
As I got back upstairs to my room to wake Jamie up for breakfast all I can think about is Siobhan and seeing her again I shake the thoughts out of my head. I gently wake Jamie up. "Jamie sweetie breakfast is ready." I see with a smile on my face as he opens his eyes slowly. "Good morning mummy" he says with a very sleepy voice rubbing his eyes." "Good morning baby how did you sleep?" I ask he just smiles and says "very good mummy I dreamt of playing with all my friends at nursery". "Shall we go get you some breakfast and dressed for your day at nursery sweetie?" I ask running my hand through his hair. "Yes mummy" he replied with a smile.

(Skip to 7:00)

Jamie had finished breakfast and was ready to leave for nursery. "Right then buddy shall we get your shoes on and go?" Vivian asked him. "Yes mummy I can't wait to play with all my friends and see my teachers!" He replied excitedly. Vivian got Jamie's shoes on and opened the front door Jamie ran to the car waiting for Vivian to lock the door. Vivian locks the door and gets Jamie into his car seat and gets in herself it's about 30 minutes drive.

They arrive at the nursery and Vivian spots Siobhan's car in the car park. Huh Siobhan's in today? Maybe I should go speak to her before I leave for work. Viv thought to herself. They go into the nursery and into the toddler room where Vivian does hand over with Charlotte.

"Good morning char" Vivian says with a warm smile. "Good morning Viv how's Jamie today?" Charlotte responds returning the smile. "He's okay although he didn't sleep very well so if he looks like he needs a nap please could you put him down for one?" Viv asked. "Yes of course I can Viv!" Charlotte replied. "Okay well I see he's sat down in the book corner I best be off bye Jamie! Bye char.viv goes to leave the room. " oh uhm if you take the longer way you might see a familiar face." Char says nervously playing with her hands. "Thank you Charlotte." Viv says walking out the room going the long way around, and there she was with her back turned and you could see her beautiful blonde hair.

"Bon-bon?"Vivian says nervously from behind. Siobhan stands in shock before she turns around she never thought she'd hear that voice again oh how she's missed it. Siobhan turns around to see Vivian standing there. "Viv" Siobhan says trying to hide her tears because she's missed her and roger got angry last night and slapped her hard enough to bruise her face. "Bon-Bon I need to speak with you can we go into the family room." Vivian asked. "Oh uh sure follow me." Siobhan replied nervously. "Bon-Bon.." Viv starts but gets cut off by Siobhan crying. "Oh my god Bon-bon what's wrong?" Vivian asks with concern in her voice rushing over to Siobhan. "Viv-I, I need help please help me." Siobhan said hyperventilating. "Shhh it's okay bon-bon I'm here." Viv said trying to reassure her that she safe. "H-he hit me Viv.." Siobhan said still struggling to breathe. "Shhh I know Bon-bon I know sweetheart." Vivian replied trying to hold her anger back. "Viv he-slapped me across my fac- she was cut off by Vivian. "He what?!" Vivian said showing her anger. "Vivian please calm down." Siobhan said sobbing again. "I'm sorry Bon-bon." Viv said looking apologetically. "Follow my instructions darling okay." Viv said calming herself down pulling Siobhan into her chest to listen to her heartbeat. "O-okay." Siobhan managed to shakily reply. "Breath in hold, breath out, hold and keep doing that okay and listen to my heart beat." Vivian says making sure Siobhan is doing it.

Siobhan's breathing now back to a normal pace and she's exhausted from crying and hyperventilating. They go and sit on the sofa Siobhan rests her head on Vivian's shoulder and Vivian looks at Siobhan. "Are you ready to talk about it now, it's completely okay of not Bon-bon." Viv says as she notices Siobhan has fallen asleep on her shoulder. Viv calls into work "sick" so Siobhan can get the rest she needs as she hasn't been sleeping very well.