Vivian sits there in deep thought about what her reply to Siobhan's letter is going to be and what she is going to say about her feelings about Siobhan. So she sat there and starting her reply to Siobhan.
My sweet Bon-bon,
I don't hate you. I know he's forcing you to marry him because I could tell you really don't want to marry him. I know, I feel the same way towards you. I love you so much too, my dear, and I hate that he's forcing you to do this. I wish there was something I could do without everyone finding out you're gay. It angers me that he's putting you through this, my dear Bon-bon. It's killing me that I can't see you and that we aren't talking anymore because I felt like I was getting to know the real Bon-bon coming out of her shell and out from behind the mask you walk around with on day in and day out. The more I think about you and your beauty and your genuine smile. It astounds me, the soft touch of your hand on my face as you push my hair behind my ear out of my face. You are my sunshine Bon -Bon. I can't do this without you. I'm incomplete without you. I want you in my arms and to wake up to your smile every morning and go to sleep beside you every night. I wish there was way for us to be together my love. I'd let the world burn if it meant protecting you , nothing could ever stop me from loving you even if it's from a distance, for now. I want to make you my girl, I want to be able to treat you like the royalty you are. You're the best thing to ever happen to me. I cant lose you. You brought a light back out of me I thought I'd lost years ago. I love you with my whole heart and more Bon-bon and I miss you so much. I don't know what we're going to do about this because I don't want to lose forever to a man like that. I really don't how he could treat a woman as gorgeous as you like she's a dirt on the bottom of his shoe. You're perfect in every way. I hope one day you see that he is no good for you and you deserve so much better and to be treated like royalty. My love, I won't let you go I feel it in my bones that you're where my heart belongs. I love you Bon-bon. You're in my heart always and that is where you'll stay until the day we can be together.
Love,
Your Viv
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Shivian love story
RomantizmSiobhan unexpectedly meets Vivian and they get to know each other and start meeting for coffees and they use it as a work meeting other wise roger gets suspicious about their "meetings" and what they talk about in them and why Siobhan has left her...
