Shivian love story

Help pt 2

Please don't hate me for this
TW: ab!se, Sa & drinking

Those words Vivian said rang through Siobhan's head. Siobhan looked down at the ground and that's when she felt a soft gentle touch under her chin making her look up it was Viv she was sat there with a small gentle reassuring smile.

"Viv?" Siobhan said trying to get Vivian out of her daydream looking into her eyes. Viv shakes her head "hm?" She hummed as she come back to reality. Siobhan sighed shakily and Viv picked up on her nerves straight away. "It's okay Bon-bon take your time and deep breathes darling." Viv said stroking her hand with her thumb. "He wasn't always like this, at the beginning he was loving, showering me with gifts and affection, and then he found out my family was in trouble and needed help so roger offered to help them with money food and getting my siblings into education." Siobhan said looking at the floor again before adding. "That's when he used it against me and kept reminding me I'm nothing without him and I have nothing without him also that my family will be left with nothing and evicted out of their home and I couldn't let them go through that so I stayed." Siobhan said and felt tears forming in her eyes. "Oh Bon-bon I'm so sorry" Viv said with an apologetic look in her eyes. "We can stop if you want Bon-bon." Viv said with a small side smile. Siobhan shook her head "no I want to Viv I've been holding it all in far too long" Siobhan said her head still down. "Okay Bon-bon but if you need to stop just say okay darling." Viv said still holding Siobhan's hand. "It was about a year ago he started going out with his friends every night drinking and he'd come home drunk and he'd take it out on me by throwing me against the wall and he'd pick me back up by my throat" Siobhan said showing the bruising on her neck. Viv gasps at the sight of what he's been doing to her. "He would then throw me on the floor and beat me until I couldn't breath I begged him to stop but he never did, he would then drag me upstairs to the bed room and force himself on top of me I tried to fright him but was too strong to get him off me so I just let it happened once he finished with me he'd roll over and go to sleep and I would go into the bathroom and shower and make it burning hot to scrub his touch off me but it never worked." Siobhan said when she started hyperventilating and sobbing. Vivian pulls her into a gentle hug and rubbing her back her to help her breathing regulate. "Shhh it's okay I've got you, you're okay he's not going to hurt you again Bon-bon I'm going to help you get out of there." Viv said still trying to comfort her Bon-bon. Siobhan's breathing started to calm down at Viv's  voice and heartbeat. "T-thank you Viv." Siobhan said with a small smile sitting back up. "Anytime darling you're safe with me I hope you know that." Viv said retreating her hand from Siobhan's back.

Siobhan's Pov-
I feel a lot lighter now that I've finally spoken up about what he's been doing for the past year, it's feels good now that I don't have to hide especially around Viv she's so loving,caring,kind,generous, and beautiful. I'm falling for her and I know it but first things first I need to leave roger and sort through things in my life and figure out if she feels the same about me or just looks at me as a friend. The way she looks at me and her voice makes my heart skip a beat and a swarm of butterflies loose in my stomach a feeling I have never felt with roger or anyone before. I feel safe and secure around her which I've never felt before other than around Marjorie when we were friends and got on before roger ruined that for me and turn me into "the ice queen" as everyone refers to me as.

Vivian's pov-
I can see in Siobhan's eyes that she feels lighter now that she spoken about it like I did when I finally spoke up about my ex-wife and what she was doing to me and I was scared to speak about it but then I thought about Jamie and how I can't live like that and he can't be raised around that so I had to get myself and him out of that house and away from that place before she k!lled me because she'd threaten me with it all the time. Honestly it feels amazing that Siobhan trust me with this hopefully one day I can get her out of there and with me she's so beautiful, kind, caring and generous once you get to know her. I'm falling for her and she makes me feel things I've never felt before with anyone not even Rachel. Shes my Bon-bon.

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Sorry it's sort I will be uploading another part later tonight