Unwanted Love

Craziness...

*If you will be uncomfortable then, I suggest you leave now because this chapter has high smut* 

SIDHARTH'S POV

I didn't let her break free until she was breathless, her small fists hitting my chest weakly as she finally gasped for air. "I can't control myself, baby," I muttered against her lips. Before she could respond, I scooped her into my arms, lifting her as effortlessly as her legs wrapped around me not once breaking the kiss.

Her arms instinctively wrapped around my neck, and I could feel her heartbeat racing against my chest. I carried her to the bed, laying her down gently, but the intensity between us never faded. I hovered above her, my hands braced on either side of her, our faces inches apart.

For a moment, we just stared at each other, the air between us charged with unspoken desire. Her chest heaved as she caught her breath, and I could see the conflict in her eyes—she wanted to push me away, but she couldn't. Neither could I.

"I hate you," she whispered, her voice shaky, though it lacked any real conviction.

"No, you don't," I replied, my lips curling into a smug smile. "You hate that you want me."

Tara clenched her jaw, her eyes narrowing, but she didn't deny it. Instead, she grabbed the collar of my shirt, pulling me down until our lips met again, this time slower, deeper. Her fingers tangled in my hair as I kissed her, and I could feel her body melt into mine, all the resistance fading away.

This was different. It wasn't just about the physical pull anymore. It was the months, maybe even years, of suppressed emotions, of pretending we didn't care. The truth was, we always did. We always would.
"undress", I whispered in her ear, a smirk forming on my face. Her eyes never leaving mine.
"make me" she said and completely shocking me with her words, "I could rip these clothes off you" I said in a hushed tone and I could see the nervousness in her pretty face but she smiled, giving me this urge to kiss her until she forgets how to breath, my cock hardens just seeing at her smirky smile. I stood up and she was lying on the bed and I was on top of her as I begun to loosen my tie, she stood up "fuck.me", she whispered and I lost control and I crashed my lips into hers and removed my tie not once breaking the kiss 
and i roughly ripped off her black top, revealing just her red bra "you are mine", I said my voice low and hushed. I slid down and begun to remove her panties. 

I slowly pushed my finger in her and in first go she moans, "ah", "you wanted this, right" I teased her as I inserted 3 fingers in her making her scream even louder, "ahhh,sidharth", 
"that's right, scream my name. My name should name should be the only word would be on lips from now" I replied, unable to suppress the grin forming on my face. I swirl my fingers in her 
"ahhhhhhh, sidd slo-slow-w downnn" she moaned slowly but  yet it was addictive and pulled me by my collar and roughly kissed me, smacking her lips in mine and I started kissing her neck 
"ah" she moaned in my ear, "I love the taste of you on my lips" I admired, I tied her hands with my tie "what are you doing sidharth?" she asked, her tone laced a hint of nervousness.
"I am gonna ruin you princess" I murmured against her lips "I know" she said completely breathless "now tell me that you want me" I said quietly, my voice calm "I want you, sidharth" she pulled in into a kiss and I ripped her bra off her and I removed my shirt off and I could see the desperation in  her eyes as she quickly unbuttoned my shirt "I see you want me too much,princess" I lifted my hand, brushing a strand of hair from her face.  For a heartbeat, she hesitated. Then, in a voice barely above a whisper, she responded ,"I want you, sid" and I removed my pants, revealing myself to her, "woah, you-uhh, have very big, uh-ahem" words came out of her mouth and I could see that she is already regretting it but I couldn't help but chuckle at her response then I grabbed a condom from the drawer and ripped it with my mouth and adjusted it according to my size and threw myself on top of her "are you sure?" I asked "yes, I am" she replied and I  Inserted in her and her head lifted up as her eyes closed and my hand was on her tired hands, I slowly squeezed it more deeper, my lips on top of hers  "don't go gentle on me" she whispered "as you wish, princess" I said while thrusting more deeper in her, "ahhhh" she moaned louder and our grunts and moans echoed in the room. My grip tighten on her hand She swallowed hard, her hand tightening slightly on my arm, but still, she didn't tell me to stop. Instead, her eyes closed, and her breathing grew even more uneven, "ahhh,sidddd,ah- faster-rrr" she moans now she was completely on my cock and I was thrusting up and down, faster and roughly, and the first round came on an end "do you want more?" I asked while opening her hands that were tired and just when i opened them she wrapped her hands around my neck "I want more" she said and I pulled out another condom from the drawer and inserted in her, and her hands her tightening on my back and soon as I thrust deeper they she started scratching them on my back. For the first time, there were no barriers, no masks—just the two of us, facing the truth we had been avoiding for far too long.