AITAH for asking my wife to spice up things in the bedroom?
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I, Shayne (42) M, have been married to Charlotte, (38) F, for 13 years. Our relationship has always been strong but we are lacking in the bedroom. Charlotte has always made sure she finishes and not me and has incorporated using toys for her own pleasure. I have mentioned to Charlotte how I would also like some pleasure and enjoyment in the bedroom too as it's supposed to be for the both of us not just her.
I've been eating a lot of soy lately and have incorporated it into most of my diet, as well as fruity fruit smoothies. Charlotte has expressed how she thinks it's odd and how eating that much soy is disgusting but I just told her to jog on and how I don't have time for her incompetent bullshit.
Since I have been denied my requests in the bedroom I have turned to dirty magazines and explicit content. Most of it is of men but not in a gay way, I would just like to know what it's like and how it feels. I have opened up to my wife about this and she laughed in my face saying "Who's mommy's sissy boy?". I personally feel very degraded and attacked in this situation, but in a way I enjoyed feeling dominated, but like in a normal way not in a gay way or anything. This part leads into this next part.
I have openly confessed to my wife if we can spice things up for me and if she would consider pegging, I want pleasure in this relationship too. I am worried she's going to go off and air it out to people, both the pegging and the watching of male adult content.
I just want to feel loved in my relationship and maybe even talk about adding a third person of the same sex for my enjoyment. So what if it makes me a quote on quote sissy boy, I should be happy too. I wouldn't mind being dominated by my wife or calling her mommy, as I would honestly like this sexual dynamic.
Regardless talking to her as been no use so far, so I think I'll suggest and hint at things slowly. I would really like your advice and input.
AITAH???
