Hiroki's Prologue
A lot of people run away from their problems for many reasons like Fear, Relief, or it's easier for them to escape from. It's not easy to face your problems as you may think.I always ran from my problems because I was scared but I regret ignoring my biggest problem.
Few months back when I first lost to the foreigner I started receiving those CDs that's when I became delusional I ignored the possibility of my family having sex with the foreigner I even ignored how the CDs were even at my desk.
It was obvious Kaede or Kanoko placed it there but I still ignored it I didn't want to believe it. I mean who would sneak into my house and show me sex tapes?
As a way for me to cope I went to a boxing gym everyday and ignored my relationships and now I'm faced with this grim reality from my own actions.
If I instantly took actions with those CDs and the Foreigner early on things would have went differently I'm the one who said I would protect mom but I was weak and stupid.
Running away from my problem isn't the solution anymore for me. I must face my problems not because I want to but because I have to that's who I am now I don't want to disappoint my dad he changed me and I will change myself I must be a better man I won't let kokujin ruin many years of my relationship with the people I care for to be ruined forever.
Sure I can run away maybe all four of them will have miserable life's because of Kokujin it's their fault after all they might even become prostitutes or maybe I show the CDs to the cops and my mom would be arrested I could take the easy way out
But my hatred for him won't let him do whatever the hell he wants I want to make him suffer eternally he caused all this.
I don't want to lose my family yet I want to give them one last chance If they still decide to be whores then I'll let them ruin their lives themselves. But for Kokujin he doesn't deserve a chance he deserves hell.
I hope I don't regret my decisions.
That information I received I still didn't know if I could believe Naos words she's the one who started all this that's why I came up with a plan to end Kokujin.
After my long discussion with Nao I couldn't sleep at night I had frequent nightmares that wouldn't end. The more I was awake the more resentment I had for all of them.
Until I remembered a memory when Kaede use to tell me to count sheep or read me bedtime story's and would even snuggle with me I missed my mom when she was still the same mom I knew...
but those days are gone I'm no longer a little boy.
It was the fourth and final day before I get released tomorrow.
The whole day I just read books alone Kanoko didn't visit me or Kaede even Ayumu never came.
It was peaceful for once I read many books and learned many skills but those skills are nothing without experience once I go to my uncles I'm hoping to learn more stuff there especially martial arts so I won't ever lose again it's slightly dangerous here now too when I attracted a small gang I don't know who they are but I must get strong.
I called my nurse and eventually she brought my doctor.
"Doctor when does the foreigner the guy I fought with get released?"
"Well he should be released in the evening tomorrow same as you."
"Thank you that's all I needed to know I'm very worried about him....."
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