Kokujin no Tenkousei NTR ru- Hiroki's Dilligence route

Chapter 18 A New Start

Even when Kaede stopped clawing and crying at my door I could no longer sleep I was mentally broken my will to move on became even harder knowing she is no longer the mom I knew.

This was the lowest point of my life I was exhausted, tired and broken I hated myself for being so weak if only dad was here things could of been different I thought to myself I hated myself I wanted to kill myself....

But I knew moving forward is my only option I can't disappoint my dad and uncle now. Life is precious so I might as well make the most of it I won't ruin my own life because of my shitty whore family and my shitty ex girlfriend along with my best friend Ayumu who never even bothered visiting me at the hospital.

Nao was the only one who had the decency to fix things with me but Ayumu as always scared to confront her problems which is me I never asked for her to do so but it just shows how little she thinks of our relationship

I'll show everyone that I'm not just some weak willed boy anymore I want to prove I'm capable of moving forward with my own strength with my own resilience and my own will I want to change for myself and others I won't let this ever happen again. And knowing the dangers of a gang being attracted to me this is no time to be weak anymore like I was with Kokujin.

That's what I would like think but in reality I'm still scared of a new threat of a local gang and still uncertain of my future with Kaede, Kanako, Ayumu and finally Nao.

My uncle has high standards for me when I do go to grandpas I don't think I can meet his expectations after all I'm still I'm still conflicted with my relationships it is still unresolved.

Hours became several unable to sleep in that time I grabbed my school backpack packing my clothes in it and opening the door slowly to see Kaede on the floor it was dark out barely seeing her face but I could tell she cried all night.

I grabbed my blanket and covered her out of pity and went on to grab my toothbrushes and snacks.

It was around 6:30 AM when I finally left the house.
My Uncle would pick me up at 8:30 and I went to the spot where he would pick me up which was the bridge near the hospital where I was originally at during our conversation.

I sat there for hours until the sun slowly began to rise I checked my phone and the time was now 6:10 I stared blankly at the glowing river with a depressed expression as I touch my face still not yet fully healed I replaced my bandage on my face with a new one and sat down.

As I was about to grap a chip bag a girl approached me she had long beautiful blond hair and two noticeable space buns and her eyes were yellow reminding me of the sun I instantly became attracted to her.

I became nervous blushing slightly seeing a beauty like this it's as if she was a model I thought Nao was the prettiest but not so much her personality until I saw this mysterious girl. But I had deep mistrust in girls now. Ever since my relationships with my family especially blond haired girls which reminded me of Kanako but she had a different vibe.

"Hey what's wrong? Why are you alone here and your face doesn't look so well did you have a fight with your parents?"

The mysterious girl began to sit next to me so close in fact our shoulders were touching it made me even more nervous but also paranoid.

"No no nothing like that but your a little to close to me..."

Everyone would usually ignore me as they jogged by or stared at me like I was some animal but not her she looked at me with compassion and kind eyes which was never given to me for my whole miserable life.